I'm not quiet
I'm not peaceful
I'm not lukewarm
I'm not hot
I'm not cold
I'm not understanding
And you made me this way
if I'm not loud
if I'm not outspoken
You underrate me
You don't value me
you made me this way
you taught me that if i didn't
bend
twist
fold or
curve
I wasn't good enough
I needed to lose control
to be in control
but was i ever in control
NEVER
all those times
i twisted
sprained my back
to fit into my little box
the box you handed to me
shoved into my hands
I choked
coughed
cried
pleaded
I needed air
but u needed me to contort just a little more
just enough to snap
and snap i did
not the way you wanted
but I was done caring
the twists and turns weren't for me
if i couldn't fit I would take up required space
but u didn't need to worry
cuz I didn't need your permission
now I explode when i need to
its invalid to you but to me its not
but do you remember how good we had it
before you made become a contortionist
We were so good
but its alright
I'm alright
I contorted out of shape and into a new form
Feb 15
Feb 15, 2026 at 4:56 PM UTC
I'm not quiet
I'm not peaceful
I'm not lukewarm
I'm not hot
I'm not cold
I'm not understanding
And you made me this way
if I'm not loud
if I'm not outspoken
You underrate me
You don't value me
you made me this way
you taught me that if i didn't
bend
twist
fold or
curve
I wasn't good enough
I needed to lose control
to be in control
but was i ever in control
NEVER
all those times
i twisted
sprained my back
to fit into my little box
the box you handed to me
shoved into my hands
I choked
coughed
cried
pleaded
I needed air
but u needed me to contort just a little more
just enough to snap
and snap i did
not the way you wanted
but I was done caring
the twists and turns weren't for me
if i couldn't fit I would take up required space
but u didn't need to worry
cuz I didn't need your permission
now I explode when i need to
its invalid to you but to me its not
but do you remember how good we had it
before you made become a contortionist
We were so good
but its alright
I'm alright
I contorted out of shape and into a new form
sometimes people choke you and when you change they become saints who have no clue of what's going on " when did you become like this ?"
i contorted to hard
