gosh
i've been able to avoid the basic divorced parent kid tropes or situations
but
i've met my foe
meeting.
moms.
new.
boyfriend.
now correction
he's not her "boyfriend"
actually just a friend
but whats it matter when it comes to
(jokingly)
antagonizing your mom
(plus the fact he's another male in general has been introduced)
but why did I have to get up from my nice
(fake)
sleep
and have to stand in the doorway
and say
hi
Lord i know I looked so stupid
man
this is a new kind of self hate-
loathing?
but anyway
what's worse is that he kept a conversation going
and I had to like be with it and
like..
social interaction already kinda *****
(depends tho)
social interaction with adults ****
(also depends tho..)
but, social interaction with adult MALES
(NAHH yk what-) this is making it out the parenthesis
that, just kinda really *****
and i bet I sounded so quiet and dumb and dorky and-
and fr makes me wanna claw at my skinn
but
*sigh
the guy's still in my house
feet propped up on my ottoman
but then again, im cozied up in a blanket, high, protected in the fortress of my mom's bed, in her room
(door closed) shut away
with my computer
so
i'll just ignore it like other things and go with the flow~
(afternote though: i might need therapy or somethign for this reaction toward a male..)
Feb 15
Feb 15, 2026 at 12:39 AM UTC
gosh
i've been able to avoid the basic divorced parent kid tropes or situations
but
i've met my foe
meeting.
moms.
new.
boyfriend.
now correction
he's not her "boyfriend"
actually just a friend
but whats it matter when it comes to
(jokingly)
antagonizing your mom
(plus the fact he's another male in general has been introduced)
but why did I have to get up from my nice
(fake)
sleep
and have to stand in the doorway
and say
hi
Lord i know I looked so stupid
man
this is a new kind of self hate-
loathing?
but anyway
what's worse is that he kept a conversation going
and I had to like be with it and
like..
social interaction already kinda *****
(depends tho)
social interaction with adults ****
(also depends tho..)
but, social interaction with adult MALES
(NAHH yk what-) this is making it out the parenthesis
that, just kinda really *****
and i bet I sounded so quiet and dumb and dorky and-
and fr makes me wanna claw at my skinn
but
*sigh
the guy's still in my house
feet propped up on my ottoman
but then again, im cozied up in a blanket, high, protected in the fortress of my mom's bed, in her room
(door closed) shut away
with my computer
so
i'll just ignore it like other things and go with the flow~
(afternote though: i might need therapy or somethign for this reaction toward a male..)
litteraly a fever dream no date, also, send help
-distressed child that doesn't know how to deal with parents dating
