Because of you
Contact makes my skin crawl
His feelings made me flinch
His love felt like a threat
My stomach touches my back
Whenever I think about eating
I shed the person I was
And scratch in unfamiliar skin
The abuse became routine
And I couldn’t detect it
And worse of all
That i can’t blame it all on you
But on my own complacency and comfort in the destruction of me
It’s true I hate you
But I hate me more for letting you destroy me
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 11:48 PM UTC
Because of you
Contact makes my skin crawl
His feelings made me flinch
His love felt like a threat
My stomach touches my back
Whenever I think about eating
I shed the person I was
And scratch in unfamiliar skin
The abuse became routine
And I couldn’t detect it
And worse of all
That i can’t blame it all on you
But on my own complacency and comfort in the destruction of me
It’s true I hate you
But I hate me more for letting you destroy me