Minutes in a day, or meals on the table.
I'd give them all to you If I was able.
I don't "want" you, that feels too forced.
But when your skin rest on mine you've just endorsed the bubbling fact that I can't help but romanticize that sometimes,
your eyes tell me otherwise.
"If its not reciprocated what a waste of time."
A disgusting thought to have crossed my mind.
Simply because I do not get what is "mine"?
Viewing his lack of interest in me as a crime?
No wonder people these days think all love can do Is die.
Saying all this as If I myself have reached enlightenment.
And I wouldn't say that I have or haven't,
I will say that my selfish desire of "possessing" has gone into a sort of retirement.
So finally I can sit back and enjoy the talent,
that is J**n.
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 1:33 PM UTC
Minutes in a day, or meals on the table.
I'd give them all to you If I was able.
I don't "want" you, that feels too forced.
But when your skin rest on mine you've just endorsed the bubbling fact that I can't help but romanticize that sometimes,
your eyes tell me otherwise.
"If its not reciprocated what a waste of time."
A disgusting thought to have crossed my mind.
Simply because I do not get what is "mine"?
Viewing his lack of interest in me as a crime?
No wonder people these days think all love can do Is die.
Saying all this as If I myself have reached enlightenment.
And I wouldn't say that I have or haven't,
I will say that my selfish desire of "possessing" has gone into a sort of retirement.
So finally I can sit back and enjoy the talent,
that is J**n.
Wow here I am, this friendship has really taken its turns and loops. I truly want the connection, so time to act like it. No expectations, no pressure, just the expectations that he treats me like a friend. And he has been doing just that, so I'll accept it and be full, full of happiness that the connection between him and I persist.