I always thought the moment you came back
Would be the happiest I could be
But seeing your face again
and worse
hearing you say my name again
All it brings me is pain.
I’m reminded of the nights I spent crying alone
thinking, hoping, wishing for you to change your mind.
I’m reminded of every time you let me know
or made me feel
That I wasn’t enough.
I never thought I’d have the strength
to turn down what I once wanted
More than anything in the world.
I know now that in the end you’re the one who lost.
You will never get the chance to do it again.
Jan 24
Jan 24, 2026 at 3:45 AM UTC
I always thought the moment you came back
Would be the happiest I could be
But seeing your face again
and worse
hearing you say my name again
All it brings me is pain.
I’m reminded of the nights I spent crying alone
thinking, hoping, wishing for you to change your mind.
I’m reminded of every time you let me know
or made me feel
That I wasn’t enough.
I never thought I’d have the strength
to turn down what I once wanted
More than anything in the world.
I know now that in the end you’re the one who lost.
You will never get the chance to do it again.