Everyone seems so happy with their lives, constantly smiling, laughing, having fun. But what about me..? Am I happy with my life? No. I hate almost everything in my life.. But most of all, I hate that I hate my life so badly that I want out of it, but then I’m too scared to end it.. Too scared to pull that trigger or grip that knife a little harder. Too scared to tie that knot or stay underwater a little longer.. Too scared to do anything but sit here and continue to suffer. But that’s my life, living in constant fear. Today, tomorrow, always.. Forever.
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 8:24 PM UTC
Everyone seems so happy with their lives, constantly smiling, laughing, having fun. But what about me..? Am I happy with my life? No. I hate almost everything in my life.. But most of all, I hate that I hate my life so badly that I want out of it, but then I’m too scared to end it.. Too scared to pull that trigger or grip that knife a little harder. Too scared to tie that knot or stay underwater a little longer.. Too scared to do anything but sit here and continue to suffer. But that’s my life, living in constant fear. Today, tomorrow, always.. Forever.
Sometimes I wish I wasnt alive at all, that one day something would happen and I wouldnt be here.. :(
