i ' ve become something animal ,
inhuman ,
climbing waves of disgust ,
painting myself in mud .
a desperate attempt to become undesirable again .
nocturnal and alone .
you ' re gripping , groping , crawling , stroking , clawing , writhing ,
the maggots are
playing
their game
again .
larvae laughing up my thighs ,
creep over me ,
as i attempt to squeeze to ash
any form of desire
i ' ve left in my broken body
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 10:37 PM UTC
i ' ve become something animal ,
inhuman ,
climbing waves of disgust ,
painting myself in mud .
a desperate attempt to become undesirable again .
nocturnal and alone .
you ' re gripping , groping , crawling , stroking , clawing , writhing ,
the maggots are
playing
their game
again .
larvae laughing up my thighs ,
creep over me ,
as i attempt to squeeze to ash
any form of desire
i ' ve left in my broken body
sorry i haven't posted in a while!!
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