The crashing
The waking
Days on end
Night life pretend
We don't sleep
Tried counting sheep
Doesn't seem to work
with amphetamines
You were placed a spell
The drug was your hell
Then we both fell
It was easy to tell..
We were not well.
I fell behind
One track frame mind
Peace of mind
Nowhere to find
we were so intertwined
Stayed up all night
Never did i pretend
To be something
i could have never been..
Now your leaving,
Teeth seething,
I was disbelieving
Anxiety increasing
So i freeze
start appeasing
I want to run
and never look back
Grab my backpack
And backtrack
Nervous system hijacked
Wish i never unpacked
There's a better life
to be had.
Chaos
Pours out of me
When you switch
To be the enemy.
love would never be
The things you say to me.
once you cut too deep
I freeze
I silently weep,
Keep poking?
Now you've unlocked my beast
I'm sweet,
But don't **** with that girl underneath.
A partner should never
purposely try
to hurt me.
Bruised and scared
From the words you used there
I had put her to sleep.
And she hasn't had a bite to eat.
Fangs out
Voice Loud
Eyes wide
Looking to seethe
Looking to feast
How is this the way
we turned to be?
I can put her
Back in hiding,
If you put away
your teeth.
I never want to be
An enemy of thee
love
should be a safe place
Not a place
That recreates
The days
i try to escape.
KLARITY
8:11 am 1/29/24
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 11:47 AM UTC
The crashing
The waking
Days on end
Night life pretend
We don't sleep
Tried counting sheep
Doesn't seem to work
with amphetamines
You were placed a spell
The drug was your hell
Then we both fell
It was easy to tell..
We were not well.
I fell behind
One track frame mind
Peace of mind
Nowhere to find
we were so intertwined
Stayed up all night
Never did i pretend
To be something
i could have never been..
Now your leaving,
Teeth seething,
I was disbelieving
Anxiety increasing
So i freeze
start appeasing
I want to run
and never look back
Grab my backpack
And backtrack
Nervous system hijacked
Wish i never unpacked
There's a better life
to be had.
Chaos
Pours out of me
When you switch
To be the enemy.
love would never be
The things you say to me.
once you cut too deep
I freeze
I silently weep,
Keep poking?
Now you've unlocked my beast
I'm sweet,
But don't **** with that girl underneath.
A partner should never
purposely try
to hurt me.
Bruised and scared
From the words you used there
I had put her to sleep.
And she hasn't had a bite to eat.
Fangs out
Voice Loud
Eyes wide
Looking to seethe
Looking to feast
How is this the way
we turned to be?
I can put her
Back in hiding,
If you put away
your teeth.
I never want to be
An enemy of thee
love
should be a safe place
Not a place
That recreates
The days
i try to escape.
KLARITY
8:11 am 1/29/24
One of the last poems I wrote before my ex and I broke up. Fighting at 7am.. So much chaos. I'm glad my mornings are peaceful now.
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