Tired of healing
Tired of striving
Tired of tinnitus
Tired of hurting
Tired of feeling lost
Tired of feeling weak
Tired of reflecting on the dreams I can’t meet
I’m tired of feeling sad
I’m tired of feeling lonely
I’m tired of my heartache and mourning ‘if onlys’
I’m tired of wanting calm
I’m tired of needing nurture
I’m tired of lamenting the voids in my future
I’m tired of masking
I’m tired of pretending
I’m tired of trying to find the ‘Me’ in my ‘me-aning’
I’m tired of feeling needy
I’m tired of feeling anxiety
I’m tired of quietening the voice that’s inside of me
I’m tired of trying to find joy in the small
And I’m tired of trying to make sense of it all
I’m tired of losing all the love that I’ve got
And I’m tired of grieving for the things I am not
I’m tired of longing for all this to pass
Because life is for living and accepting what’s passed.
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 10:23 AM UTC
Tired of healing
Tired of striving
Tired of tinnitus
Tired of hurting
Tired of feeling lost
Tired of feeling weak
Tired of reflecting on the dreams I can’t meet
I’m tired of feeling sad
I’m tired of feeling lonely
I’m tired of my heartache and mourning ‘if onlys’
I’m tired of wanting calm
I’m tired of needing nurture
I’m tired of lamenting the voids in my future
I’m tired of masking
I’m tired of pretending
I’m tired of trying to find the ‘Me’ in my ‘me-aning’
I’m tired of feeling needy
I’m tired of feeling anxiety
I’m tired of quietening the voice that’s inside of me
I’m tired of trying to find joy in the small
And I’m tired of trying to make sense of it all
I’m tired of losing all the love that I’ve got
And I’m tired of grieving for the things I am not
I’m tired of longing for all this to pass
Because life is for living and accepting what’s passed.
Ok, so life can feel a little overwhelming sometimes! This was written when the relentless striving for inner peace and purpose seemed to be hurting more than the pleasure I was feeling from the rewards of progress.
All part of my journey, I guess
Always grateful, always hopeful.
