You are not a man.
You lost your appeal.
Too bad,
we could of had,
Something good,
But your lies,
Deceit,
Far breached
What i could teach.
Ill sit back in my seat.
Let you drive,
Let you be “the man”
While i hold my words
beneath my teeth
Around you
only left to shrink
You say you love
But all i see
is envy, apathy
Have fun with that
And the rest of the messes
That you'll create.
While brain cells deteriorate.
You lost your appeal.
Sorry,
I saw too deep.
I really do what see lies underneath,
Even under the mean,
You don't see him
he cares
And he's begging for you too, too,
But im done -
Trying to rescue you
From you.
Cause you dragged me down
Crushed my self esteem
Not even a ywear-
I couldn't look in the mirror
And recognize
me.
Cant you see?
But I’ve gotten out.
Ill catch the next train.
Glad I'm getting out of this
love trap game
The man you once were -
And the man you turned to be.
The man you were to me.
The new you,
Doesnt care
doesnt remember,
doesnt try..
So why would i?
Im out of dimes
Waiting For you to wake up
And realize
Staying with you
was a ******* waste of time
Shattered.
Broken.
Questioning
Everything.
This journey,
Was far too traumatizing.
I hope it will do some good in the world.
Maybe all the hurt,
Will raise my frequency,
Maybe its what i needed,
To really see,
That i have to set myself free.
Waiting, waiting,
So silly
Of me.
K.c 4/24/24
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 11:27 AM UTC
You are not a man.
You lost your appeal.
Too bad,
we could of had,
Something good,
But your lies,
Deceit,
Far breached
What i could teach.
Ill sit back in my seat.
Let you drive,
Let you be “the man”
While i hold my words
beneath my teeth
Around you
only left to shrink
You say you love
But all i see
is envy, apathy
Have fun with that
And the rest of the messes
That you'll create.
While brain cells deteriorate.
You lost your appeal.
Sorry,
I saw too deep.
I really do what see lies underneath,
Even under the mean,
You don't see him
he cares
And he's begging for you too, too,
But im done -
Trying to rescue you
From you.
Cause you dragged me down
Crushed my self esteem
Not even a ywear-
I couldn't look in the mirror
And recognize
me.
Cant you see?
But I’ve gotten out.
Ill catch the next train.
Glad I'm getting out of this
love trap game
The man you once were -
And the man you turned to be.
The man you were to me.
The new you,
Doesnt care
doesnt remember,
doesnt try..
So why would i?
Im out of dimes
Waiting For you to wake up
And realize
Staying with you
was a ******* waste of time
Shattered.
Broken.
Questioning
Everything.
This journey,
Was far too traumatizing.
I hope it will do some good in the world.
Maybe all the hurt,
Will raise my frequency,
Maybe its what i needed,
To really see,
That i have to set myself free.
Waiting, waiting,
So silly
Of me.
K.c 4/24/24
I lost my self respect, confidence, my belief in love. I now just hope the only person i ever fall in love again with is myself. I still only choose men who reinforce my belief of not being enough.
By the time any man ever realizes what he lost, I am so far gone. The words I craved so desperately to hear, now don't phase me. I'm coming to realize, men don't love through presence. They find out they love you through your absence.
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