Dear Insecurities,
I know this seems like a message that's supposed to be uplifting
but its not
If I could change anything about you
there's a lot I would fix.
Id make my hair luscious, straight, blonde
Id get rid of the waves,
the frizz,
the thickness,
the oil,
the brown,
shades of blue faded from October,
Id blend in with the rest and people wouldn't pick up my hair and think
ugly
theyd think
beautiful
theyd stop in awe just to give a complement and maybe not an insult.
Id make my body as thin as a pencil,
my waist size would be so tiny its unlisted,
my thighs wouldnt spread when I sat,
could count every rib,
and never afraid to step on a scale,
people wouldnt have to throw around the word
fat
at me instead they'd be scared, scared if they said that word again
I would starve myself so much I would be
gone
Id make my face beautiful
put together eyebrows,
thin lips,
tiny nose,
clear skin,
almost so clear you could feel and there would be nothing but
smooth
nobody wouldnt go around and call me
pepperoni pizza
would stare and wonder what products I put on my face
and I would whisper
nothing
Id make my scent always smell good
id smell of lavender and rose
you'd walk in the room and instantly stare at me
wondering
where did she get that scent
you wouldn't go up to me and tell
that my depression has made it so hard
I can barley take a shower anymore
and wouldn't suggest
perfume maybe
you'd suggest
putting less on
Id make my finger nails perfectly long
not uneven like
thumb long
index finger short
pointer finger long
pinkie short
my hands wouldnt be as small as the rest
my nails wouldnt have dirt in them
they'd be clean
so clean it looked perfectly white
unneaded of nail polish
Id make my eyes a beautiful shade of blue
not an ugly dark brown
people would stare and get lost in them and think
wow magnificent
not
so ugly there hard to look into
would be the thing that sticks out about you and think
that's her best feture
that's what I wanted
Id make my arms and legs unscared
they would shine beautifully in the light
nobody would stare and think
she must be depressed
they'd stare and think
wow shes beautiful
I wish someone would stare and think
wow shes beautiful
the only person who told me that was emi
and that must've been lies
everyones called me
ugly ugly ugly
and that's what I was
dear insecurities,
can you fix me please?
I'm sick of living in a body
I don't want to be mine
I want to be like everyone else
maybe even prettier if you can
please? fix me?
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 2:14 PM UTC
Dear Insecurities,
I know this seems like a message that's supposed to be uplifting
but its not
If I could change anything about you
there's a lot I would fix.
Id make my hair luscious, straight, blonde
Id get rid of the waves,
the frizz,
the thickness,
the oil,
the brown,
shades of blue faded from October,
Id blend in with the rest and people wouldn't pick up my hair and think
ugly
theyd think
beautiful
theyd stop in awe just to give a complement and maybe not an insult.
Id make my body as thin as a pencil,
my waist size would be so tiny its unlisted,
my thighs wouldnt spread when I sat,
could count every rib,
and never afraid to step on a scale,
people wouldnt have to throw around the word
fat
at me instead they'd be scared, scared if they said that word again
I would starve myself so much I would be
gone
Id make my face beautiful
put together eyebrows,
thin lips,
tiny nose,
clear skin,
almost so clear you could feel and there would be nothing but
smooth
nobody wouldnt go around and call me
pepperoni pizza
would stare and wonder what products I put on my face
and I would whisper
nothing
Id make my scent always smell good
id smell of lavender and rose
you'd walk in the room and instantly stare at me
wondering
where did she get that scent
you wouldn't go up to me and tell
that my depression has made it so hard
I can barley take a shower anymore
and wouldn't suggest
perfume maybe
you'd suggest
putting less on
Id make my finger nails perfectly long
not uneven like
thumb long
index finger short
pointer finger long
pinkie short
my hands wouldnt be as small as the rest
my nails wouldnt have dirt in them
they'd be clean
so clean it looked perfectly white
unneaded of nail polish
Id make my eyes a beautiful shade of blue
not an ugly dark brown
people would stare and get lost in them and think
wow magnificent
not
so ugly there hard to look into
would be the thing that sticks out about you and think
that's her best feture
that's what I wanted
Id make my arms and legs unscared
they would shine beautifully in the light
nobody would stare and think
she must be depressed
they'd stare and think
wow shes beautiful
I wish someone would stare and think
wow shes beautiful
the only person who told me that was emi
and that must've been lies
everyones called me
ugly ugly ugly
and that's what I was
dear insecurities,
can you fix me please?
I'm sick of living in a body
I don't want to be mine
I want to be like everyone else
maybe even prettier if you can
please? fix me?
*** I hate myself chat I js wanna be pretty anyone wanna lend me some pretty I'm in great need of some....especially tf do people come back from winter break beautiful I come back looking like a chopped rat especially if Ive been crying the past days....anywho 3 day streak on fireeeee who's counting lwk almost passed out haha I'm good :3
