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Every single inch of me unsafe Since the day I was born Since the day I was misplaced A soul never meant to land On earth Unsafe ears Hearing for years and years Loud Harsh Words Hearing for years and years Your voice Chasing after me Sexually HIM Yours Theirs Monsters Hearing for years and years The cries of the animals Whose voices Were going unheard Hearing for years and years The loud destruction Of people Animals And things Unsafe eyes Seeing for years and years The crimson red From inside Where you were And where I've been Seeing for years and years Animals And people Taking Their last breaths Unmoving Unsent Seeing for years and years The suffering of you Me Us Unsafe nose Smelling for years and years The stench Of a **** A plant A green giant Turned white And translucent Except for the scent Looming over me Smelling for years and years Tobacco Chewed Smoked Swallowed As it swallows me In memories Smelling for years and years The fuel poured into the tank Spilled onto you Being spilled onto me Smelling for years and years The rotting decay Of the dreaded house The rotting place Where you could smell Me die When you stepped into the orchard Saw the corpses of apples Reflecting back up Onto me Unsafe lips Being kissed for years and years By someone who should not Have been kissing mine But only those of the other Only those of mother Being kissed by a Monster Freezing for years and years Prolonged cold causing Cracking Breaking Bleeding Breaking Hurting Burning Being kissed for years and years By HIM Another replication Of the Monster Who stole every part of me Kissing me When I said no more Unsafe mouth Feeling for years and years A Monster inside of it Inside of me Held there Forced there Craving for years and years For food to be expected Secure Safe Un-interuppted Choking for years and years When the Monster Would control My breath My air Keeping me still there Cynical and abrasive for years and years When I would speak back Spit out the vile words in my head Hoping they would land all over you Silent for years and years When the words turned Small and meek Hoping to stay quiet Hoping to sneak around you Harsh and regretful for years and years When I say the things That I don't mean When I'd whisper them When I'd scream Blinded by feelings No inhibition Screaming for years and years Silently Loudly Keeping my voice Or losing it into the sheets Unsafe neck Being choked for years and years By hands that never Wanted to stop By hands that wanted me To shut up Hurting for years and years Bent at wrong angles From unsafe sleep In places I never should've Had to make into a bed Unsafe shoulders Being pinned for years and years When you would use me Abuse me Subdue me Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Hurting Unsafe arms Climbing for years and years Up things Into things Onto things For safety Freedom Escape Or very Very Rarely Play Fighting for years and years Learning the moves Words Tactics By muscle memory Being stored right there Inside of me Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Burning Unsafe wrists Being scarred for years and years From when I tried As a child To take my life And make it my own By breaking it down Breaking me down Into soil Being pinned for years and years When you would use me Subdue me Undo me Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Curling Unsafe hands Touching for years and years HIM And the Monster Both unwanted But enshrouded By my hands desire Hands no longer mine No longer tied down By the disgust Twisted by unsafe Harmful Sick Lust Being useless for years and years As they lay there lifeless Unresponsive to me Dead Dying Without taking along My body Being useless for years and years As I stare at them Will them to move Scream at them through my nerves To respond Take action DO Yet there they lay Unmoving Silent Dying Taking a blade for years and years Using it to stain My body Desecrate it Using itself Something other than HIM And the Monster Changing me physically From the outside Going in Unsafe fingers Being tricked for years and years As they were gently kissed Gently used to explore And caress Through the fog A false and peaceful haze Of safe Flicking the lighter on for years and years Entrancing me In the light of a flame Breaking a light through the fog And the haze Etching that light Into my body As it burns me Before letting it go out Unsafe nails Hurting you for years and years Simply because you were there Alongside me Hurting you as you'd hurt me Fighting eachother Instead of The Monster Digging for years and years Into their arms Their hands Anywhere I could access To try and pry them Off of me Futile And fleeting Even through the bleeding Scratching for years and years When I meltdown Shutdown Autistic overwhelm Repetition And harmful stimming Unsafe chest Not seperate for years and years From the rest All upper body the same All upper body plain Until it wasn't Escalation for years and years Your desire and lust For my body Growing alongside me Each one growing larger Growing as large as The Monster Unsafe stomach From birth causing pain for years and years A hernia Causing harm And doctors in awe Confused by what was done Or performed Unsure what circumstances surrounded me When born Running rampant for years and years Causing me unbearable Agonizing pain Can't move Can't breath Can't scream Until the doctor handed me A cup of beautiful numbing blue Starving for years and years Yearning for full comfort That comes from being full But the fullness has become the discomfort So now it yearns for the Comfort of what was once Unsafe Safety misplaced Being a site of descration for years and years As the Monster And HIM Used it as the place To release themselves Onto me Unsafe back Pain for years and years From being tied I lay there Wanting to curl up But instead tied up Curled all wrong Pain for years and years As the doctors poke **** Assault me While they dismiss me Until they see me Find me Unbury the physical permanent Reality Unsafe legs Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Freezing Running for years and years Away from places I wasn't meant to be Away from my fears Any potential cause of tears Carrying me forever away Imobile and useless for years and years As they falter underneath me Fail to hold me Collapse under my weight And bury me in the agony Of no escape Unsafe ankles Fractured for years and years An accident Subdued Pain ignored Dismissed Until much too long later Permanently altered Permanently faltered Ignoring for years and years Every signal in my body Screaming at me Stop Rest Heal Feel Because I was forced to ignore it And now I somewhat enjoy it Unsafe feet Carrying me for years and years On the memory of Sudden sharp pain Limping Bleeding Cleaning Burning Hurting Military tactics To clean and clense A broken child Cleaning the physical wound Yet leaving so many others Inside of me UNSAFE Unsafe when the monster Took my existence as invitation Entering Inserting Into places he shouldn't be Forcing himself inside Of me Permanently altering My appearance And my reality Missing anatomy And pieces of me Unsafe when I thought I was dying Bleeding as shes lying Peacefully asleep Passes me YouTube Tells me to leave Crying Sobbing Finding out That this is now the new normal Along with the realization That she doesn't care for me UNSAFE When you said you wanted to be The first To consensually take My virginity But instead Just use me UNSAFE When I allowed you in But put things in As measure of safety Mentally Physically But you ignore the boundary For the pleasure you receive From using me UNSAFE When I walked to the park to meet you But you treated the rain As a way To lure me in And use me UNSAFE When you invite me for a sleepover When I try to roll over Feigning sleep Feigning safety As you use me UNSAFE When you take previous agreements As current entitlement To my body You take the love we had And you use it To use me UNSAFE When you take my silence as agreement My unmoving body as consent Even though I hesitated Never said yes You abuse me Use me UNSAFE When the drugs And your sanity Cause you to leave me Leave the plain of reality As you force urself inside of me Yet you never Used me UNSAFE From the two people after you Dissociation Avoidence No proper memory of both Only remembering Wanting you to once again be Safe UNSAFE When I fled to escape The Monster in my head Brought back into my mind By the person in my room On my bed I fled and landed right into Anothers den Taking my trauma And using it To use me UNSAFE For years and years As he takes what the Monster did to me And replecates Replaces Inserts himself into me And the role of capturing every Little Single Tiny Grain Of me Using And abusing Until I'm all used up So I placed all of my safety In the things I collected And surrounded Around me But now those too Are being ripped away From me Perpetual unsafety
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Dec 9, 2025
Dec 9, 2025 at 8:29 AM UTC
Unsafety
Every single inch of me unsafe Since the day I was born Since the day I was misplaced A soul never meant to land On earth Unsafe ears Hearing for years and years Loud Harsh Words Hearing for years and years Your voice Chasing after me Sexually HIM Yours Theirs Monsters Hearing for years and years The cries of the animals Whose voices Were going unheard Hearing for years and years The loud destruction Of people Animals And things Unsafe eyes Seeing for years and years The crimson red From inside Where you were And where I've been Seeing for years and years Animals And people Taking Their last breaths Unmoving Unsent Seeing for years and years The suffering of you Me Us Unsafe nose Smelling for years and years The stench Of a **** A plant A green giant Turned white And translucent Except for the scent Looming over me Smelling for years and years Tobacco Chewed Smoked Swallowed As it swallows me In memories Smelling for years and years The fuel poured into the tank Spilled onto you Being spilled onto me Smelling for years and years The rotting decay Of the dreaded house The rotting place Where you could smell Me die When you stepped into the orchard Saw the corpses of apples Reflecting back up Onto me Unsafe lips Being kissed for years and years By someone who should not Have been kissing mine But only those of the other Only those of mother Being kissed by a Monster Freezing for years and years Prolonged cold causing Cracking Breaking Bleeding Breaking Hurting Burning Being kissed for years and years By HIM Another replication Of the Monster Who stole every part of me Kissing me When I said no more Unsafe mouth Feeling for years and years A Monster inside of it Inside of me Held there Forced there Craving for years and years For food to be expected Secure Safe Un-interuppted Choking for years and years When the Monster Would control My breath My air Keeping me still there Cynical and abrasive for years and years When I would speak back Spit out the vile words in my head Hoping they would land all over you Silent for years and years When the words turned Small and meek Hoping to stay quiet Hoping to sneak around you Harsh and regretful for years and years When I say the things That I don't mean When I'd whisper them When I'd scream Blinded by feelings No inhibition Screaming for years and years Silently Loudly Keeping my voice Or losing it into the sheets Unsafe neck Being choked for years and years By hands that never Wanted to stop By hands that wanted me To shut up Hurting for years and years Bent at wrong angles From unsafe sleep In places I never should've Had to make into a bed Unsafe shoulders Being pinned for years and years When you would use me Abuse me Subdue me Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Hurting Unsafe arms Climbing for years and years Up things Into things Onto things For safety Freedom Escape Or very Very Rarely Play Fighting for years and years Learning the moves Words Tactics By muscle memory Being stored right there Inside of me Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Burning Unsafe wrists Being scarred for years and years From when I tried As a child To take my life And make it my own By breaking it down Breaking me down Into soil Being pinned for years and years When you would use me Subdue me Undo me Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Curling Unsafe hands Touching for years and years HIM And the Monster Both unwanted But enshrouded By my hands desire Hands no longer mine No longer tied down By the disgust Twisted by unsafe Harmful Sick Lust Being useless for years and years As they lay there lifeless Unresponsive to me Dead Dying Without taking along My body Being useless for years and years As I stare at them Will them to move Scream at them through my nerves To respond Take action DO Yet there they lay Unmoving Silent Dying Taking a blade for years and years Using it to stain My body Desecrate it Using itself Something other than HIM And the Monster Changing me physically From the outside Going in Unsafe fingers Being tricked for years and years As they were gently kissed Gently used to explore And caress Through the fog A false and peaceful haze Of safe Flicking the lighter on for years and years Entrancing me In the light of a flame Breaking a light through the fog And the haze Etching that light Into my body As it burns me Before letting it go out Unsafe nails Hurting you for years and years Simply because you were there Alongside me Hurting you as you'd hurt me Fighting eachother Instead of The Monster Digging for years and years Into their arms Their hands Anywhere I could access To try and pry them Off of me Futile And fleeting Even through the bleeding Scratching for years and years When I meltdown Shutdown Autistic overwhelm Repetition And harmful stimming Unsafe chest Not seperate for years and years From the rest All upper body the same All upper body plain Until it wasn't Escalation for years and years Your desire and lust For my body Growing alongside me Each one growing larger Growing as large as The Monster Unsafe stomach From birth causing pain for years and years A hernia Causing harm And doctors in awe Confused by what was done Or performed Unsure what circumstances surrounded me When born Running rampant for years and years Causing me unbearable Agonizing pain Can't move Can't breath Can't scream Until the doctor handed me A cup of beautiful numbing blue Starving for years and years Yearning for full comfort That comes from being full But the fullness has become the discomfort So now it yearns for the Comfort of what was once Unsafe Safety misplaced Being a site of descration for years and years As the Monster And HIM Used it as the place To release themselves Onto me Unsafe back Pain for years and years From being tied I lay there Wanting to curl up But instead tied up Curled all wrong Pain for years and years As the doctors poke **** Assault me While they dismiss me Until they see me Find me Unbury the physical permanent Reality Unsafe legs Being tied for years and years In the name of Safety In the name of Learning But instead only Crying Screaming Freezing Running for years and years Away from places I wasn't meant to be Away from my fears Any potential cause of tears Carrying me forever away Imobile and useless for years and years As they falter underneath me Fail to hold me Collapse under my weight And bury me in the agony Of no escape Unsafe ankles Fractured for years and years An accident Subdued Pain ignored Dismissed Until much too long later Permanently altered Permanently faltered Ignoring for years and years Every signal in my body Screaming at me Stop Rest Heal Feel Because I was forced to ignore it And now I somewhat enjoy it Unsafe feet Carrying me for years and years On the memory of Sudden sharp pain Limping Bleeding Cleaning Burning Hurting Military tactics To clean and clense A broken child Cleaning the physical wound Yet leaving so many others Inside of me UNSAFE Unsafe when the monster Took my existence as invitation Entering Inserting Into places he shouldn't be Forcing himself inside Of me Permanently altering My appearance And my reality Missing anatomy And pieces of me Unsafe when I thought I was dying Bleeding as shes lying Peacefully asleep Passes me YouTube Tells me to leave Crying Sobbing Finding out That this is now the new normal Along with the realization That she doesn't care for me UNSAFE When you said you wanted to be The first To consensually take My virginity But instead Just use me UNSAFE When I allowed you in But put things in As measure of safety Mentally Physically But you ignore the boundary For the pleasure you receive From using me UNSAFE When I walked to the park to meet you But you treated the rain As a way To lure me in And use me UNSAFE When you invite me for a sleepover When I try to roll over Feigning sleep Feigning safety As you use me UNSAFE When you take previous agreements As current entitlement To my body You take the love we had And you use it To use me UNSAFE When you take my silence as agreement My unmoving body as consent Even though I hesitated Never said yes You abuse me Use me UNSAFE When the drugs And your sanity Cause you to leave me Leave the plain of reality As you force urself inside of me Yet you never Used me UNSAFE From the two people after you Dissociation Avoidence No proper memory of both Only remembering Wanting you to once again be Safe UNSAFE When I fled to escape The Monster in my head Brought back into my mind By the person in my room On my bed I fled and landed right into Anothers den Taking my trauma And using it To use me UNSAFE For years and years As he takes what the Monster did to me And replecates Replaces Inserts himself into me And the role of capturing every Little Single Tiny Grain Of me Using And abusing Until I'm all used up So I placed all of my safety In the things I collected And surrounded Around me But now those too Are being ripped away From me Perpetual unsafety
Dec/6/2025
Pand6girl
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22/NB/The middle of empty
Dec 9, 2025
Dec 9, 2025 at 8:29 AM UTC
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