Loaded with thoughts, filled with confusion.
My head feels like it’s going to explode.
Flirting with darkness, engulf in its warmth, but I don’t want it to weaken my soul.
Blowing smoke in the sky, watching it dance from my head and fall down to my toes. Overloading on the negatives and all the no’s. Having nowhere to turn to or a place to go.
It’s taking its toll and turning my heart into coal.
Dizzy, sluggish, I can’t get out this hole.
Calming my nerves is the goal, but it’s not a race, more like a slow stroll.
I’m trying to clear the smoke so I can grow.
But everything is black as a crow. Am I reaping what I sow?
Nov 28, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 at 7:48 PM UTC
Loaded with thoughts, filled with confusion.
My head feels like it’s going to explode.
Flirting with darkness, engulf in its warmth, but I don’t want it to weaken my soul.
Blowing smoke in the sky, watching it dance from my head and fall down to my toes. Overloading on the negatives and all the no’s. Having nowhere to turn to or a place to go.
It’s taking its toll and turning my heart into coal.
Dizzy, sluggish, I can’t get out this hole.
Calming my nerves is the goal, but it’s not a race, more like a slow stroll.
I’m trying to clear the smoke so I can grow.
But everything is black as a crow. Am I reaping what I sow?
