I’m like a ticking time bomb ready to explode. Different color wires flowing through me and each one is as dangerous as the next. The ticking is agonizing and I just want it to stop. Someone please cut the wire to cut it all off. I’m a sensitive machine, one tap and you’ll see the burning colors of red, orange, and blues. Flames dancing keeping me warm, but also destroying everything in sight. How can something so pretty cause so much strife? After the lights, comes darkness. That eerie feeling lingering over me. I’m scared, I’m no longer warm. It’s cold, I can’t see. I’m lost within the void. I’m in pain, I feel numb. I’m not feeling like myself. Searching for the sun and the joy I once felt. I don’t know why it’s so hard to ask for help.
Jan 15
Jan 15, 2026 at 10:37 PM UTC
Hey, you.
Over there standing tall, skin so smooth. The way everyone stares when you walk in a room. Your aura soothes. You smell so good, always well groomed. I get butterflies, like we’re in our youth.
Lips calling me for a kiss, wishing I was pressed against his. Your eyes tell a story, I’m yearning to hear what it is.
Hanging on to every word, I can listen all night, until we hear the early birds ready to take flight. Instant connection, like a lost friend. Our eyes lock, this is where our love begins.
Your touch sends sensual chills through my body, it swirls my senses and makes my mind cloudy. I promise to have your back, never let your world become out of whack. Being your queen, fixing your crown, whenever you need, whenever you’re down.
Teach me your ways, all that it brings. I’m here to stay, because you’re my King.
Dec 12, 2025
Dec 12, 2025 at 8:18 PM UTC
Is it me? Am I the problem?
The looks, the shame,
Am I the one to blame?
I’m sensitive, it’s not fair that every time I talk, they think I’m argumentative.
I sulk in my room to be preventive.
I want to hide, I want to cry,
I rather not go through this, I’m too shy.
I try to be outspoken, be in the mix.
But for some reason it’s never a hit.
The guys fall in love, the women just shove.
I must be in the way since no one ever stays, I feel so unloved.
I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, it’s like I don’t belong.
I’m trying to stay strong, but these days are too long.
Nov 29, 2025
Nov 29, 2025 at 1:35 PM UTC
The peace you bring is like the calm air after a storm.
Every time we explore, you leave me wanting more.
Your touch, your smile, even the little sweat above your brow, makes me want to cater & do whatever you allow.
My mind sometimes spins and puts me on ten.
Then I see you, and you put me back in the place I should have always been.
Pushing me to go harder, getting me out my head.
We don’t just party or stay in the bed.
We share our dreams, ways to get ahead.
I want to open you up, to give you what you deserve. Listening to the knowledge that I’m being fed and served.
More than *** and all these curves.
I don’t want to ask too much, so I just observe.
With you, what’s unsaid can still be heard.
The questions I do ask, you always seemed to be unnerved.
I love it here, you show me what I deserve.
So thank you for being you, the calm and peace I’ll always preserve.
Nov 28, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 at 9:01 PM UTC
Loaded with thoughts, filled with confusion.
My head feels like it’s going to explode.
Flirting with darkness, engulf in its warmth, but I don’t want it to weaken my soul.
Blowing smoke in the sky, watching it dance from my head and fall down to my toes. Overloading on the negatives and all the no’s. Having nowhere to turn to or a place to go.
It’s taking its toll and turning my heart into coal.
Dizzy, sluggish, I can’t get out this hole.
Calming my nerves is the goal, but it’s not a race, more like a slow stroll.
I’m trying to clear the smoke so I can grow.
But everything is black as a crow. Am I reaping what I sow?
Nov 28, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 at 7:48 PM UTC