Dear mom,
I remember all the times you made me feel little
Belittled
Your words cut through and and stuck to me like a rat on a sticky trap
Suffocating
You needed me to take the hits
So I took them
You needed me to take the blame to I took it
You needed me to be wrong
So I was wrong
You needed me to be the liar
So I’m the liar
You needed me to take care of you
So I took care of you
You needed me to pick you up from the floor
So I picked you up
You needed me to tell you that you did nothing wrong
So I told you, you did nothing wrong
I’m the evil in your magic
Your show must go on and I’m the punch line.
I’ll be that for you
I’ll sit out and tell everyone about all the horrible things I did for you
The horrible things I did to myself to allow you to be better than me
Give you the attention you need
I started that fire
I gave you the match
I let you light my world on fire
But I’m putting it out.
I bit my tongue for so long I could no longer speak
I allowed you to speak for me.
But my voice is mighty
I’ll give you all the attention you want
I’m not setting the record straight
I know you need it more.
But I now am free
And I will fix my own wings and soar.
Nov 18, 2025
Nov 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM UTC
Dear mom,
I remember all the times you made me feel little
Belittled
Your words cut through and and stuck to me like a rat on a sticky trap
Suffocating
You needed me to take the hits
So I took them
You needed me to take the blame to I took it
You needed me to be wrong
So I was wrong
You needed me to be the liar
So I’m the liar
You needed me to take care of you
So I took care of you
You needed me to pick you up from the floor
So I picked you up
You needed me to tell you that you did nothing wrong
So I told you, you did nothing wrong
I’m the evil in your magic
Your show must go on and I’m the punch line.
I’ll be that for you
I’ll sit out and tell everyone about all the horrible things I did for you
The horrible things I did to myself to allow you to be better than me
Give you the attention you need
I started that fire
I gave you the match
I let you light my world on fire
But I’m putting it out.
I bit my tongue for so long I could no longer speak
I allowed you to speak for me.
But my voice is mighty
I’ll give you all the attention you want
I’m not setting the record straight
I know you need it more.
But I now am free
And I will fix my own wings and soar.
