You poured the gasoline and lit the match
Now I’m burning
Screaming in the dead of night
I’m hurting
Fighting for my life
I’m dying
You had the water
But now I have the grave
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 9:42 PM UTC
My heart hates me
Screaming from the top of its lungs
SAVE ME
running for its life
HELP ME
PLEASE LET MY MIND TAKE OVER
My heart hurts for me
STOP FOLLOWING ME I CANNOT GUIDE YOU
My hearts telling me to go the other way
Do not follow beyond this point
Those signs are their for a reason
There are land mines to be stepped on
Use your brain
Don’t be insane
My heart hates me
Hates the bandages and the glue I put through this body
YOU CARE TOO MUCH FOR OTHERS
My heart hates me
THEY TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT
My heart says
DON’T LET THEM WALK ON YOU, YOU AREN’T THEIR DOORMAT
Stop it, stop it now
But one flip of this switch and it’s all over
I don’t know that my mind will give up the spot light
My mind will put an end to love because hate is all it’s received.
My heart doesn’t know what’s it’s saying
I DO
It’s time you stopped stepping on these mines
Started stepping into your own boundaries and lines
My heart needs a break
My mind ready
I WILL SAVE YOU
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 1:35 AM UTC
This body did nothing to you
Yet destroying it is what you do
Picking it apart piece by piece and never putting it back together
This body didn’t harm you
Yet you scrape across it line by line like a farmer preparing its crops
This body did not stop loving you
You stopped loving you
You stopped holding your body up
You let others tread against your body while their footprints lay across it like a door mat
You allowed your body to become a home to this jigsaw puzzle that you refuse to piece back together
You- you put your body on display
I wish it to be in an art museums but these words I cannot say
You didn’t not cherish your body
You let people tell your body that it was broken, ugly, disgusting
What did your body do to you to be the punching bag in the middle of the ring
Whoever hits it harder wins
You put your body in trash bins
You put your body in places it cannot win
But you
You can put it back together again
This isn’t Humpty Dumpty
This is your body begging for you to love you.
You need to love you
You need to hold you
You need to heal you
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 3:01 AM UTC
The things that were once sweet are now sour
Holding it together every hour
Of every day
No time to play
Just to pray
Pray and pray the same thing every day
That you don’t decay
So you plant a seed
You turn into a tree
As you are gone it grows and grows
Because your pain is what makes its soil rich
Your body the roots
And your soul the fruits.
How lovely now it is to live.
Dec 20, 2025
Dec 20, 2025 at 12:30 AM UTC
She had Aces up her sleeve
Yet everyone else was cheating her.
Dec 4, 2025
Dec 4, 2025 at 12:35 AM UTC
There’s no ground beneath me
No net to catch me
No one to save me
Nothing to stop me from falling
I jumped willing
This circus came to town
And everyone’s here for a show
Come one, come all
Step right up to see the freak show
Grab your popcorn
Grab your chair and prepare for a good time
Up the ladder I climb
Up and up and up and up
Ready to go
Ready to leave them wondering if the red soaked ground is part of the act.
But my neck has cracked
Nov 28, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 at 4:14 AM UTC
Dear mom,
I remember all the times you made me feel little
Belittled
Your words cut through and and stuck to me like a rat on a sticky trap
Suffocating
You needed me to take the hits
So I took them
You needed me to take the blame to I took it
You needed me to be wrong
So I was wrong
You needed me to be the liar
So I’m the liar
You needed me to take care of you
So I took care of you
You needed me to pick you up from the floor
So I picked you up
You needed me to tell you that you did nothing wrong
So I told you, you did nothing wrong
I’m the evil in your magic
Your show must go on and I’m the punch line.
I’ll be that for you
I’ll sit out and tell everyone about all the horrible things I did for you
The horrible things I did to myself to allow you to be better than me
Give you the attention you need
I started that fire
I gave you the match
I let you light my world on fire
But I’m putting it out.
I bit my tongue for so long I could no longer speak
I allowed you to speak for me.
But my voice is mighty
I’ll give you all the attention you want
I’m not setting the record straight
I know you need it more.
But I now am free
And I will fix my own wings and soar.
Nov 18, 2025
Nov 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM UTC
One by one
Things fell into place
This puzzle isn’t done
But we have our own space
Our minds are clear
No more living in fear
Our once upon time
Is finally here
Oct 5, 2025
Oct 5, 2025 at 11:39 PM UTC
The weight of this ball and chain has won
I have no nourishment in this body to fight
Living in the basement
The same four walls
This prison
I won’t make it out alive
The captures who put me here have won
I’ve made a list of goodbyes to ghosts who will never hear them
Maybe they will rattle their chains for me as I pass
Aug 6, 2025
Aug 6, 2025 at 10:08 PM UTC
My minds gone.
Fell off the cliff with every last piece of me
My hearts not here
Missing with the best of me
Was there a best of me? Where is the rest of me?
My memory
Gone
Like my mind and the rest of me
Aug 6, 2025
Aug 6, 2025 at 12:55 AM UTC