My only downfall...
My mind and how weak it is
I seak peace
A piece of my dream
A stream
A stream of serenity once I find it
But its not hiding
Yet I still need to do finding
Finding myself
IM lost
I lost myself
Mistrust
Like love or lust
I'm on the cusp
On the cusp of giving up
But what I am i giving up?
For my dream remains in my bed
And ideas remain in my head
Have I been mislead?
Or does life have no direction ?
Procrastination is an illness with no cause of infection.
If it can't begin will it ever end ?
But the stress of not doing comes with pleasure
My mind is saved from torture
The torture of work
Working on things I don't like
Buts its for my dream
How?
How is the route to my dream so unfamiliar to the destination
Like one minute im walking on ice
The next im melting
Melting on my bed for that's where my dreams lie...
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 10:31 AM UTC
My only downfall...
My mind and how weak it is
I seak peace
A piece of my dream
A stream
A stream of serenity once I find it
But its not hiding
Yet I still need to do finding
Finding myself
IM lost
I lost myself
Mistrust
Like love or lust
I'm on the cusp
On the cusp of giving up
But what I am i giving up?
For my dream remains in my bed
And ideas remain in my head
Have I been mislead?
Or does life have no direction ?
Procrastination is an illness with no cause of infection.
If it can't begin will it ever end ?
But the stress of not doing comes with pleasure
My mind is saved from torture
The torture of work
Working on things I don't like
Buts its for my dream
How?
How is the route to my dream so unfamiliar to the destination
Like one minute im walking on ice
The next im melting
Melting on my bed for that's where my dreams lie...