Delulu. This kingdom that surrounds me is built upon walls of mistakes and lies, shaped in love’s name. Haunted by the echoes of what ifs and maybes that linger through the night. As much as it hurts, my feet keep dancing on the shards of truth beneath what once was. I loved you far too easily, yet I still hear the silence behind those eyes. You were never really here, yet your shadow still leaves its imprint in my mind. Your absence was stitched into my heart, altering its rhythm, and I called it devotion, swore it was mine. Often, when I stare into the distance, I see the ghost of something that never truly existed. I dream of your touch against mine, knowing it was never meant to be real. Maybe that’s what Delulu really is, a love so full of itself it can’t tell the difference between dreaming and decay, terrified of waking from its own illusion. So I’ll dive headfirst into the deep, let the false memories flood me entirely, and scream into the dark, hoping somehow the madness will turn to beauty.
Oct 11, 2025
Oct 11, 2025 at 9:46 PM UTC
Delulu. This kingdom that surrounds me is built upon walls of mistakes and lies, shaped in love’s name. Haunted by the echoes of what ifs and maybes that linger through the night. As much as it hurts, my feet keep dancing on the shards of truth beneath what once was. I loved you far too easily, yet I still hear the silence behind those eyes. You were never really here, yet your shadow still leaves its imprint in my mind. Your absence was stitched into my heart, altering its rhythm, and I called it devotion, swore it was mine. Often, when I stare into the distance, I see the ghost of something that never truly existed. I dream of your touch against mine, knowing it was never meant to be real. Maybe that’s what Delulu really is, a love so full of itself it can’t tell the difference between dreaming and decay, terrified of waking from its own illusion. So I’ll dive headfirst into the deep, let the false memories flood me entirely, and scream into the dark, hoping somehow the madness will turn to beauty.
Who would've known such a silly game mode would make me enjoy the game again.
ps: happy birthday.
