I am lost
in between
longing
and acceptance.
I knew
the hurt's the same
from staying
to leaving.
My heart,
it closed
and love
did not fight.
Did I wake,
or just forgot
how to dream?
I'm still here.
I wanted
to be proven wrong,
give me
a thing to hold on.
I refused
clarity
for too long,
I savored the confusion.
A space
to grow
or a void
to fill.
Aug 31, 2025
Aug 31, 2025 at 5:36 PM UTC
I am lost
in between
longing
and acceptance.
I knew
the hurt's the same
from staying
to leaving.
My heart,
it closed
and love
did not fight.
Did I wake,
or just forgot
how to dream?
I'm still here.
I wanted
to be proven wrong,
give me
a thing to hold on.
I refused
clarity
for too long,
I savored the confusion.
A space
to grow
or a void
to fill.
Get me out
of survival
of dysfunction
of the not going back.