words, context
I needed more
like you trust me
with your own
imperfect thoughts
show me, connect
like you are not
betraying
whatever past
you have
been holding on
I waited too long
Oct 10, 2025
Oct 10, 2025 at 9:00 AM UTC
I don’t mean to
be found
unguarded
I was held
hid
under the mask
that I wanted it
it’s cruel
now it ruins
everything I know
I wasn’t invincible
taken advantage of
I’ve shown
clarity I didn’t ask
rush of emotions
like I messed up
it came
out of my mouth
words that proves
what I was doing
I waited more
than move
hoped more
than resent
I dread for months,
not for breadcrumbs
I needed clear intentions
Reasons to survive
I self sabotage
to make it certain
it is more bearable
if I messed it up
Oct 9, 2025
Oct 9, 2025 at 8:53 PM UTC
Before you got the chance
to give me hope,
I shut you up with facts
so quickly, you agreed.
You didn't need to explain,
did you?
For you,
there's nothing to explain.
I wish I stayed silent,
but I couldn't feed my brain
another words
without clear intention --
easily erodes with the other side of the story.
Will I ever stop
thinking about us,
and rid the little hope
I have for us?
I can't stop
breaking this heart,
again, and again.
and that isn't you anymore.
Aug 31, 2025
Aug 31, 2025 at 6:09 PM UTC
I am lost
in between
longing
and acceptance.
I knew
the hurt's the same
from staying
to leaving.
My heart,
it closed
and love
did not fight.
Did I wake,
or just forgot
how to dream?
I'm still here.
I wanted
to be proven wrong,
give me
a thing to hold on.
I refused
clarity
for too long,
I savored the confusion.
A space
to grow
or a void
to fill.
Aug 31, 2025
Aug 31, 2025 at 5:36 PM UTC
you won't know how much I thought of you
so much in care and convincing myself to hate
this way I'm able to say I love myself more
this way the disrespect will bend itself
I suffer with or without you by my side
stuck in between, finding solace
Losing track of time, I'm full of doubt
I still can't accept the lost either way
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 9:40 PM UTC
How can someone just accept the fact that this time, when you finally embrace love, it backfires? You lost the love the first time it appeared and did not fight for love when it reached out to you. Alas, when you thought you’re ready, love turn out to be a fool, disguised a lot.
Take that pill, it’s over. Love, as you know it, no longer values you.
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 7:19 AM UTC
shame on you
for bringing your heart
at risk, it drew
you deserved it dark
a heart like yours
closed doors
nobody has to see
escaping to flee
nothing to prove
waiting for a groove
should be kept
be still, be quiet
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 6:57 AM UTC
such a gift
to grieve something
no one asked
nobody noticed
the hurt, it holds
keeping me together
waiting for a release
so when I finally do
I already knew
I have to remember
or totally forget
both the good and the bad
they always come together
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 6:43 AM UTC
You don’t simply sustain love
It’s not poetic but it fuels mine
Aug 6, 2025
Aug 6, 2025 at 12:41 AM UTC
truth maybe is that,
that I don't have the guts
to stay present, hiding
from the pain of the past
to the comfort of tomorrow
Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025 at 6:42 AM UTC