2:00am
I cannot fall alseep
My lips are dry
I've came once
unsatisfying
3:27am
I've had half a glass of vernors
The rest is sitting next to my bed warm and flat
I can't get comfortable
I have too much room in this bed
It makse me feel vulnerable
4:18am
I went to the bathroom
When I got there i didn't have to go anymore
I went back to my room
Only to have to go back again.
4:30am
I can hear my mom coughing
She hasn't been feeling well lately
4:37 am
I can't stop thinking about how she cried today
Or is it yesterday
I guess the next day doesn't start until you sleep
4:39am
I made her cry
Im trying to remember what you said
About it not being my fault
I struggled with it
5:30am
Another unsatisfying ******
Viewed some ****
It wasn't what I needed
I closed my eyes for awhile
That was unsatisfying too
6:47am
I try thinking about why you stay
Or why you'd think I'd leave
Why you claim to love my body
claim to love all of me
7:15am
I Sent you a silly text.
You haven't replied yet
I feel stupid
7:38am
I logged into Facebook
Updated information
Looked though all your pictures
You don't look how I remember you in these
I don't like it
We don't interact enough here
Your ex is all over your page though
I should log out
8:03am
I hope you mean it when you say I'm better than the rest
A better cook
A better friend
A better support system
Better for you
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 8:41 AM UTC
2:00am
I cannot fall alseep
My lips are dry
I've came once
unsatisfying
3:27am
I've had half a glass of vernors
The rest is sitting next to my bed warm and flat
I can't get comfortable
I have too much room in this bed
It makse me feel vulnerable
4:18am
I went to the bathroom
When I got there i didn't have to go anymore
I went back to my room
Only to have to go back again.
4:30am
I can hear my mom coughing
She hasn't been feeling well lately
4:37 am
I can't stop thinking about how she cried today
Or is it yesterday
I guess the next day doesn't start until you sleep
4:39am
I made her cry
Im trying to remember what you said
About it not being my fault
I struggled with it
5:30am
Another unsatisfying ******
Viewed some ****
It wasn't what I needed
I closed my eyes for awhile
That was unsatisfying too
6:47am
I try thinking about why you stay
Or why you'd think I'd leave
Why you claim to love my body
claim to love all of me
7:15am
I Sent you a silly text.
You haven't replied yet
I feel stupid
7:38am
I logged into Facebook
Updated information
Looked though all your pictures
You don't look how I remember you in these
I don't like it
We don't interact enough here
Your ex is all over your page though
I should log out
8:03am
I hope you mean it when you say I'm better than the rest
A better cook
A better friend
A better support system
Better for you
© Maxine Rhue T 2013
