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2:00am I cannot fall alseep My lips are dry I've came once unsatisfying 3:27am I've had half a glass of vernors The rest is sitting next to my bed warm and flat I can't get comfortable I have too much room in this bed It makse me feel vulnerable 4:18am I went to the bathroom When I got there i didn't have  to go anymore I went back to my room Only to have to go back again. 4:30am I can hear my mom coughing She hasn't been feeling  well lately 4:37 am I can't stop thinking about how she cried today Or is it yesterday I guess the next day doesn't start until you sleep 4:39am I made her cry Im trying  to remember what you said About it not being my fault I struggled with it 5:30am Another unsatisfying ****** Viewed some **** It wasn't what I needed I closed my eyes for awhile That was unsatisfying too 6:47am I try thinking about why you stay Or why you'd think I'd leave Why you claim to love my body claim to love all of me 7:15am I Sent you a silly text. You haven't replied yet I feel stupid 7:38am I logged into Facebook Updated information Looked though all your pictures You don't look how I remember you in these I don't like it We don't interact enough here Your ex is all over your page though I should log out 8:03am I hope you mean it when you say I'm better than the rest A better cook A better friend A better support system Better for you
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 8:41 AM UTC
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2:00am I cannot fall alseep My lips are dry I've came once unsatisfying 3:27am I've had half a glass of vernors The rest is sitting next to my bed warm and flat I can't get comfortable I have too much room in this bed It makse me feel vulnerable 4:18am I went to the bathroom When I got there i didn't have  to go anymore I went back to my room Only to have to go back again. 4:30am I can hear my mom coughing She hasn't been feeling  well lately 4:37 am I can't stop thinking about how she cried today Or is it yesterday I guess the next day doesn't start until you sleep 4:39am I made her cry Im trying  to remember what you said About it not being my fault I struggled with it 5:30am Another unsatisfying ****** Viewed some **** It wasn't what I needed I closed my eyes for awhile That was unsatisfying too 6:47am I try thinking about why you stay Or why you'd think I'd leave Why you claim to love my body claim to love all of me 7:15am I Sent you a silly text. You haven't replied yet I feel stupid 7:38am I logged into Facebook Updated information Looked though all your pictures You don't look how I remember you in these I don't like it We don't interact enough here Your ex is all over your page though I should log out 8:03am I hope you mean it when you say I'm better than the rest A better cook A better friend A better support system Better for you
© Maxine Rhue T 2013
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 8:41 AM UTC
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