Scars last longer than *** does
but the thick scabs of injury
only remind me that I'm alive
While *** is a torture
Often a short lived peak in my existence
A faint taste of what satisfaction
May feel like if I were to
Love myself the way I love you
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 4:49 AM UTC
I'm so lonely i could *****
There's no one to talk to
Not for lack of trying
No one understands me
I wish I could sleep forever
I'd rather risk the nightmares that come
than the disappointment of having no one.
Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 11:39 PM UTC
I feel like im collapsing
I wish he would've killed me
Instead of leaving me behind
Without the spine to **** myself
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
If you had a feeling that something wasn't right
like you were being
abused, manipulated, and disrespected
all behind your back
by someone you love
what would you do?
Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 9:13 AM UTC
Sorry will never be enough will it?
My humanity will never be enough
of a reason to forgive.
Dec 11, 2013
Dec 11, 2013 at 12:10 PM UTC
I love you
Im sorry
I know that I make things hard
And that I often hurt you
I question your love so often
When you've given me no reason to
I'm not going to give reasons or excuses
for my behavior
I will only apologize
And hope that you'll still love me hereafter.
Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 8:23 AM UTC
I suppose it is just a matter of time
Time for you to leave me
Time for your goodbye
Time to say you're sorry
Forever was a lie
Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 9:53 PM UTC
You're tired of me
I don't blame you
With all of my bad days
It's hard to see any good left in me
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 8:58 PM UTC
In my dream
I broke a vase
I tried to apologize but no one could here me
Then i saw you
I tried to explain
It was mistake
You looked me in the eyes
"One mistake too many"
That's when I realized
The its not that the others couldn't see me
Its that they couldnt stand me
And they left me
In my dream
I was 2 hours late to work
When i showed up they all looked at me
I told them there was an emergency
I tried to call but it never went through
They told me i was fired
I when i called you
I was in tears
You said it was my fault
You said that this needed to stop
"the crying?" i sniffed
And you said "us"
In my dreams
I am left alone
In my dreams
i am a burden
In my dreams
I am afraid
Even though
When i am awake
You swear i have nothing to fear
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 11:58 PM UTC
Streams of salt water flow
Heavy breathing
heavy heart
Shame me for that I don't know
Steady beating
Steady start
when the red rivers run slow
When I am pleading
And the night is dark
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC