I was once full of demons
accepting inner war
I loved others like me
that is
until I didn’t.
today
I love myself
but
I still find comfort in the arms
Of those who’s love is never for themselves
I hate them for wasting their days on wasting away
I hate them for not seeing
What I now see.
And yet
I know I must still hate myself
Because I don’t deserve the boys
Who might really be right for me
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
I was once full of demons
accepting inner war
I loved others like me
that is
until I didn’t.
today
I love myself
but
I still find comfort in the arms
Of those who’s love is never for themselves
I hate them for wasting their days on wasting away
I hate them for not seeing
What I now see.
And yet
I know I must still hate myself
Because I don’t deserve the boys
Who might really be right for me