i decided to wake up early today.
well,
i guess the jackhammers decided for me.
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 9:11 PM UTC
being young
is very strange
because really
it's all i know
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 9:09 PM UTC
on the train
watching the old man
untangle his headphones
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 9:06 PM UTC
i like to practice my cursive
i only wish
i had something beautiful
to write
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC
i think i need to draw less
and be online more
so i can be an artist
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 9:03 PM UTC
you drank
didn’t we all?
you yelled
didn’t we all?
you hated
didn’t we all?
but you did it to us
because your tormentor wasn’t one person
but thanks to you.
ours was.
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 6:46 PM UTC
I was once full of demons
accepting inner war
I loved others like me
that is
until I didn’t.
today
I love myself
but
I still find comfort in the arms
Of those who’s love is never for themselves
I hate them for wasting their days on wasting away
I hate them for not seeing
What I now see.
And yet
I know I must still hate myself
Because I don’t deserve the boys
Who might really be right for me
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
wanting so bad to hate you
and You easily obliged
maybe deserving it
definitely believing it
blind faith
its easier to create a victim
in yourself
self abhorred
through others eyes
because
you are the victim
so
we are too
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 3:33 PM UTC
not knowing.
but believing.
in what?
I’m.
only a victim
only a victim
only a victim
Wait that’s my son.
my wife.
my daughter.
deserved rejection.
wrong-doing
he can’t get out of bed
her eyes more blue than red
a broken mirror behind her head
Wait.
only a victim,
only a victim,
only a victim,
of what
who
why
me
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 3:31 PM UTC