I woke up today a zombie
Walking around with dead eyes
Legs dragging through their course
Feeling like dead weight without useful force
I miss a girl
For her hugs and the fact she pitied me
She was warmth to my dead body
But she didn't actually want me
It's been a year and she doesn't know
I thought I had close acquaintances
But they just laugh at me
The familiar clown pacing unknowingly
The hanged man and the fool
Everywhere I go it's always the same
I get up each day hoping for change
But something's gotta snap me out of it
As my happiness is an illusion painting
I go up, and suddenly it's down
Never right, no one understands my frown
Or anything I ever do at all
But no one says anything as they tower over me so tall
The council has decided
Decided a slow sentence
A delusional death
Penitence for a past life's sins
Jun 1, 2025
Jun 1, 2025 at 7:29 PM UTC
I woke up today a zombie
Walking around with dead eyes
Legs dragging through their course
Feeling like dead weight without useful force
I miss a girl
For her hugs and the fact she pitied me
She was warmth to my dead body
But she didn't actually want me
It's been a year and she doesn't know
I thought I had close acquaintances
But they just laugh at me
The familiar clown pacing unknowingly
The hanged man and the fool
Everywhere I go it's always the same
I get up each day hoping for change
But something's gotta snap me out of it
As my happiness is an illusion painting
I go up, and suddenly it's down
Never right, no one understands my frown
Or anything I ever do at all
But no one says anything as they tower over me so tall
The council has decided
Decided a slow sentence
A delusional death
Penitence for a past life's sins
