Mania feels good when it battles the sadness, gives me the strength to get off of this mattress
My hair gets a wash and my make up gets done, I can giggle and laugh and look forward to fun
What project to do? How can I change my room? Maybe I'll cut my hair or get a new tattoo
Shopping! That'll be fun, need some new outfits to wear in the sun, or even the moon
I'm feeling manic I won't be sleeping anytime soon
Wait now- slow down
I need to process
I need to feel these feelings, not go on a distracting side quest
But my thoughts are poems and my legs are restless
Maybe one distraction won't hurt, maybe it'll pull me out of this mess
May 15, 2025
May 15, 2025 at 4:11 PM UTC
Mania feels good when it battles the sadness, gives me the strength to get off of this mattress
My hair gets a wash and my make up gets done, I can giggle and laugh and look forward to fun
What project to do? How can I change my room? Maybe I'll cut my hair or get a new tattoo
Shopping! That'll be fun, need some new outfits to wear in the sun, or even the moon
I'm feeling manic I won't be sleeping anytime soon
Wait now- slow down
I need to process
I need to feel these feelings, not go on a distracting side quest
But my thoughts are poems and my legs are restless
Maybe one distraction won't hurt, maybe it'll pull me out of this mess
I'm spewing out words,
I can't help it I'm sorry
Its worse than the birds
At five o'clock in the morning
