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A dull ache A familiar pull Twisting guts How many hours spent With my head in a toilet Straining till my eyes stream My heart racing This is the last time I say Never again Racked with guilt Tears covering my swollen cheeks Bulimia you say "The one where you throw up" Yeah it's just that ... Nothing else No racing anxiety Failing mind Scared to see a reflection Not caring if that Little beating ***** continues Praying for a helping hand Why Why Why Consumed by thoughts of food Never allowed to rest Keep moving Never stop it says Nothing is ever EVER good enough It tortures your every waking moment Fat fat fat It says Everywhere Greedy - ugly Bulimia "The one where you throw up" If only that was just it ....
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Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 7:06 PM UTC
Do you feel your food?
A dull ache A familiar pull Twisting guts How many hours spent With my head in a toilet Straining till my eyes stream My heart racing This is the last time I say Never again Racked with guilt Tears covering my swollen cheeks Bulimia you say "The one where you throw up" Yeah it's just that ... Nothing else No racing anxiety Failing mind Scared to see a reflection Not caring if that Little beating ***** continues Praying for a helping hand Why Why Why Consumed by thoughts of food Never allowed to rest Keep moving Never stop it says Nothing is ever EVER good enough It tortures your every waking moment Fat fat fat It says Everywhere Greedy - ugly Bulimia "The one where you throw up" If only that was just it ....
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Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 7:06 PM UTC
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