Pain disguised as boredom
masked by being high all the time.
Hotboxing with denial,
thinking there's nothing wrong with mine
mind drowned in reassuringly comfortable lies.
**** controlling without objection -
past trauma hidden deep with suppression.
But one more hit will make me feel wise.
Had to quit to grow and wake up.
I'm sorry we had to go and break up -
but an addiction to numbness
can't be what I continually take up.
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 9:54 AM UTC
Pain disguised as boredom
masked by being high all the time.
Hotboxing with denial,
thinking there's nothing wrong with mine
mind drowned in reassuringly comfortable lies.
**** controlling without objection -
past trauma hidden deep with suppression.
But one more hit will make me feel wise.
Had to quit to grow and wake up.
I'm sorry we had to go and break up -
but an addiction to numbness
can't be what I continually take up.
