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I went today I have not been going   so many reasons So many things How hard it feels how much it hurts How much I miss where I was How Starting over is more challenging than it was to begin in the first place How much I miss the way it used to feel vs how much pain I’m in now I know I know I must keep going to make it hurt less but I’m afraid and avoiding the pain of hurting witch makes me hurt more in other ways I feel as if I’ll never be winning again this is my season of loosing I have lost where I was and I don’t know how to find my way back with out going I went today It hurt
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Feb 14, 2025
Feb 14, 2025 at 2:34 AM UTC
I went
I went today I have not been going   so many reasons So many things How hard it feels how much it hurts How much I miss where I was How Starting over is more challenging than it was to begin in the first place How much I miss the way it used to feel vs how much pain I’m in now I know I know I must keep going to make it hurt less but I’m afraid and avoiding the pain of hurting witch makes me hurt more in other ways I feel as if I’ll never be winning again this is my season of loosing I have lost where I was and I don’t know how to find my way back with out going I went today It hurt
The body pain I once conquered through movement and yoga over the span of years has come back to meet me as I have lost my discipline and must start over again the process of healing
#starting#over
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32/F/New Mexico
Feb 14, 2025
Feb 14, 2025 at 2:34 AM UTC
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