I was sorry again today
sorry that I spoke in the wrong tone
sorry that I missed the phone
sorry I got a little upset
sorry that I wasted time
sorry that I spent that dime
sorry that I missed the text
sorry that I overselpt
sorry that I was not on time
sorry that I that I am not fine
sorry that I can't explain
sorry that I am in the way
sorry that I am still standing
sorry that I did not finish planning
sorry that I am so slow
sorry that I will not go
sorry that I am doing this wrong
sorry that I owe you now
sorry that I did it wrong
sorry that I do not belong
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 2:06 AM UTC
Nothing I can say will make you stop
Nothing I say matters
There is nothing to change how you feel
There is no way for you to feel how I feel
You don't care
And I do
Your mad
And maybe I am too
I'm upset
Yea, you feel I judge you
Im conserned
And I care about your well being
Your upset and spinning around again
The night gets late
And you still don't care
This is the thing we can't compare
I'm sad and anxious
And your going and going
I need the night to end before the day begins all over again
this dance is so consuming
It never ends
Round and round we go again
I have nothing to say.
It doesn't matter when I do anyway
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 2:06 AM UTC
We’ll start over tomorrow
Today we did not do it right, so we’ll start over tomorrow, all right
Tomorrow we’ll be in better tune
Tomorrow, we might feel more in the mood
Today I am still bitter, so we’ll start over tomorrow
Yesterday was sour and maybe full of sorrow, so we’ll start over tomorrow
Again and again, it’s the same old trend: we will start all over tomorrow, and it will feel all right; the sun might come out and shine. We’ll feel better and brighter. When tomorrow starts to fade, and the sun is no longer shining, we’ll be back around again
Then we’ll start it all over again tomorrow.
If the clouds come we might have to wait them out; storms sometimes can last ages
But the sun will shine again tomorrow, my friend.
Feb 5
Feb 5, 2026 at 12:57 AM UTC
Escapism has become a thing for me
But I have also learned to find spaces to do it
That fills my cup up positively
I don’t want to drink
I don’t want to fight
I don’t want to feel my feelings
But I don’t want to ignore them either
How can I navigate such a hard flight
Knowing you're elevated and I’m sinking
Knowing you're struggling with self-love and acceptance kills me all the time
I feel a distance I don’t know how to minimize
And all I want is peace, kindness , love & affection
I want to show monumental care for one another without allowing it to destroy me when I meet you at your lows
I want to take you to highs that are filled with happiness and laughter not substance
How can I get through to you that your own escapism might be killing you when all I want to do is escape too?
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 8:54 AM UTC
It’s not as bad as it has been,
But it doesn’t feel much better either.
It’s not as bad as it could be;
But I don’t really enjoy the state that it is either.
It is what it is.
It’s different yet the same,
Exhausting round and round again.
Mood swings ups and downs;
Financial hardships, emotional turmoil,
This too shall pass but when it does it will turn around and come right back.
I want it to end.
I want to end .
I can’t take this energy here inside me anymore it’s not the same but it’s also not any different.
It's just what it is.
this one
Feels like I know it's coming;
And I don't want to feel it again.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 12:21 AM UTC
I don't want anyone to save me. I want people to understand that there is a sadness epidemic, and the reasons for it are all over
Money
Stress
Burn out
Abuse
Neglect
Poverty
Loneliness
Mental illness
I am mentally ill. But my words are not always about me, they are about the epidemic that makes many people, sad me, included.
This economy and the political climate
The way people treat other people
The things that just go on and on.
No time to appreciate how good life is when life feels bad and numb, it always must go on and on and on.
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe it's just me.
I am sorry I disappointed you that this damsel is the type of insane no one would really want to talk to anyway.
Oct 16, 2025
Oct 16, 2025 at 6:03 PM UTC
I get so angry I can’t handle it and then the sadness swells and swells I try to avoid it I try to distract myself with work and this and that and art and then I feel it coming towards me
That feeling of wanting to go away
That feeling of wanting to disappear
To dissolve existence
It consumes me and I can’t sleep
I just sit with the feeling consuming me
Knowing I can’t give in to it I better not
to much relys on me to let go
But I don’t want to go on anymore
I try to push it away and it consumes me more
I try to drown it with anything that feels better but it doesn’t last
In the end it’s just me and the feeling sitting together forever
Apr 13, 2025
Apr 13, 2025 at 1:46 AM UTC
I went today
I have not been going
so many reasons
So many things
How hard it feels how much it hurts
How much I miss where I was
How Starting over is more challenging than it was to begin in the first place
How much I miss the way it used to feel vs how much pain I’m in now
I know I know I must keep going to make it hurt less but I’m afraid and avoiding the pain of hurting witch makes me hurt more in other ways
I feel as if I’ll never be winning again this is my season of loosing
I have lost where I was and I don’t know how to find my way back with out going
I went today
It hurt
Feb 14, 2025
Feb 14, 2025 at 2:34 AM UTC
❤️🩹
The hard days
When I don’t see them coming
When I’m already navigating thing after thing
Hit me like a ton or bricks
When objects I really cared for are destroyed
When it seams as if you don’t care if it hurts
When the communication is refused
And your in this mood
I feel the most alone too
Like what am I to do
I feel like I don’t matter
I’m just trying to accomplish all the things
And I just want a safe space to come home to
And it’s not a thing
What even is comfort or peace
It’s not for me
Jan 28, 2025
Jan 28, 2025 at 11:00 PM UTC
I get allot of bad feelings
And no one wants to here about those
So I try to ignore them
Until they are so loud they scream at me
So I try to distract myself from them
Until they become overwhelming the only thing I can feel anymore
And then I’m just stuck feeling bad feelings that are things no one wants you to say to them with no more ways to distract myself from being left with them
I know you’re just supposed to think about something else…. I know. But I don’t know how to make bad feelings go away anymore
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 3:32 AM UTC