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Why don't I feel good about this? I've been practically killing myself for 3 years and... I got what I wanted. "Wanted". Did I really want this? Was all that for just this? I should be grateful, I know I should, but I still find myself asking why. Why? They didn't do **** I did. They told me and all I said was "oh, wow". I can't say I didn't expect it, but, I don't know. I don't know. I'm not mad that I got it, of course, but not really happy either. I don't really feel anything about it. I tell people, and I don't feel any pride, just nothing. Nothing... nothing nothing nothing nothing.
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Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 9:42 PM UTC
6/23/2024
Why don't I feel good about this? I've been practically killing myself for 3 years and... I got what I wanted. "Wanted". Did I really want this? Was all that for just this? I should be grateful, I know I should, but I still find myself asking why. Why? They didn't do **** I did. They told me and all I said was "oh, wow". I can't say I didn't expect it, but, I don't know. I don't know. I'm not mad that I got it, of course, but not really happy either. I don't really feel anything about it. I tell people, and I don't feel any pride, just nothing. Nothing... nothing nothing nothing nothing.
This was in the response of getting accepted into my current school (admissions were very difficult)
#overachiever#numb
Lumin_e
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16/NB/The back of the moon
Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 9:42 PM UTC
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