Lies are all what people tell me
They act like I can barely see
How much lies they tell me
People tell me great stuff about myself
People tell me that I need to appreciate myself
Because of all I do
But, it reminds me what I did to you
It's like my brain
Doesn't want me to obtain
The kind words someone gives me
Instead, I'm supposed to believe that they are simply lying to me
It's just like my heart can't let me be
My brain tells me I need to believe them
While my heart says I can't believe them
Paranoid of what to choose
I chose the *****
I chose to be indecisive
I hate being being indecisive
But that's who I am
I don't know who to believe
Or if I should even leave
And close the curtains
Or just leave the curtains
Alone
I feel like I'm drowning in decisions I don't even mean to make
My life is at stake
Just because of mistakes
I choose to make
Every decision I make comes with bricks
That's one of my conflicts
Bricks always in my palms
I can't always keep calm!
Why can't you people understand that?!
I feel like I'm getting closer to death
Closer...and closer to death
All conflicts are made by my mistakes
Now other's lives are at stake
But am I the person who actually created these *****?
Even so
I always say sorry
I say sorry
Too much
All you do is munch
On my apologies
Like you're my allergies
You never forgave me
Don't act like I can't see
I don't even know if I should stop saying sorry
I keep on saying sorry
It feels useless
To not do any less
To do more
But I don't know anymore
I don't know what to do anymore
Nov 26, 2024
Nov 26, 2024 at 8:11 PM UTC
Lies are all what people tell me
They act like I can barely see
How much lies they tell me
People tell me great stuff about myself
People tell me that I need to appreciate myself
Because of all I do
But, it reminds me what I did to you
It's like my brain
Doesn't want me to obtain
The kind words someone gives me
Instead, I'm supposed to believe that they are simply lying to me
It's just like my heart can't let me be
My brain tells me I need to believe them
While my heart says I can't believe them
Paranoid of what to choose
I chose the *****
I chose to be indecisive
I hate being being indecisive
But that's who I am
I don't know who to believe
Or if I should even leave
And close the curtains
Or just leave the curtains
Alone
I feel like I'm drowning in decisions I don't even mean to make
My life is at stake
Just because of mistakes
I choose to make
Every decision I make comes with bricks
That's one of my conflicts
Bricks always in my palms
I can't always keep calm!
Why can't you people understand that?!
I feel like I'm getting closer to death
Closer...and closer to death
All conflicts are made by my mistakes
Now other's lives are at stake
But am I the person who actually created these *****?
Even so
I always say sorry
I say sorry
Too much
All you do is munch
On my apologies
Like you're my allergies
You never forgave me
Don't act like I can't see
I don't even know if I should stop saying sorry
I keep on saying sorry
It feels useless
To not do any less
To do more
But I don't know anymore
I don't know what to do anymore
expect mistakes because I'm tired
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