I'm standing here on the stage
While you were shaming my name,
I was trash saying no one would remember
Who was to blame
Everything seems so blurry
But I remember your face in sadness,
That hat and the tone
When you said it had to be me,
You said you were sorry
Then everything went into space
"You like ******* people's man you ******* ***** I ******* told you--"
I wish that night populated a script,
Cloudy memory now everything is dismissed,
Seeing your car and the fight between you and him
He told me I was crazy,
It was all in my head,
Do you remember seeing me by myself,
When you needed someone to remove you from what you just did
Groups of 3 to 4 standing in the dark
In random spots in case I run,
All of this over what?
Someone you loved?
Now all of you drink your guilt,
Getting tipsy until your soul can't capture..
Of what you all have done,
You thought dementia would hit,
But all the trauma is rushing in
Can't even trust anyone even ones who work for the city, using anything to mess with my mental health
Once upon a time, I used to be free
The only thing that effected my life was depression and ADHD--
Schizophrenic depression is what they tried to make it seem but like I said, I used to dance and sing before you all had your way with me
This is just a piece of the story,
A chapter from the dark abyss,
This started in Harlingen in a little place
Called treasure hills
Oh hey you,
Remember me?
The guy you said that was delusional
To the things that you did
Do you remember me losing breath?
Or me losing sight to see?
My mind couldn't handle what was being done
As you can see.
Lucky you, I don't remember a thing.
The only thing I remember is trying to breath
As I started losing my heartbeat
You were so scared you had EMS on the line,
But glory to God I came back alive..
I told you I was fine, but how long was I out?
How long did you use me until you laid me down?
1,2,3 These are the stories of Evil
I told you the first, the second but
The third I have to burry deep.
I can't say much other than something in the water, you may think I'm referencing God
But this was the devil--swimming in the ****** water
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 2:53 AM UTC
I'm standing here on the stage
While you were shaming my name,
I was trash saying no one would remember
Who was to blame
Everything seems so blurry
But I remember your face in sadness,
That hat and the tone
When you said it had to be me,
You said you were sorry
Then everything went into space
"You like ******* people's man you ******* ***** I ******* told you--"
I wish that night populated a script,
Cloudy memory now everything is dismissed,
Seeing your car and the fight between you and him
He told me I was crazy,
It was all in my head,
Do you remember seeing me by myself,
When you needed someone to remove you from what you just did
Groups of 3 to 4 standing in the dark
In random spots in case I run,
All of this over what?
Someone you loved?
Now all of you drink your guilt,
Getting tipsy until your soul can't capture..
Of what you all have done,
You thought dementia would hit,
But all the trauma is rushing in
Can't even trust anyone even ones who work for the city, using anything to mess with my mental health
Once upon a time, I used to be free
The only thing that effected my life was depression and ADHD--
Schizophrenic depression is what they tried to make it seem but like I said, I used to dance and sing before you all had your way with me
This is just a piece of the story,
A chapter from the dark abyss,
This started in Harlingen in a little place
Called treasure hills
Oh hey you,
Remember me?
The guy you said that was delusional
To the things that you did
Do you remember me losing breath?
Or me losing sight to see?
My mind couldn't handle what was being done
As you can see.
Lucky you, I don't remember a thing.
The only thing I remember is trying to breath
As I started losing my heartbeat
You were so scared you had EMS on the line,
But glory to God I came back alive..
I told you I was fine, but how long was I out?
How long did you use me until you laid me down?
1,2,3 These are the stories of Evil
I told you the first, the second but
The third I have to burry deep.
I can't say much other than something in the water, you may think I'm referencing God
But this was the devil--swimming in the ****** water
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