nestled in my heart
i haven’t seen her in a long time
years
hidden there
relaxed and cozy or chained up?
for over three years my feelings were dull
now they are back , she is back
she is convincing me he is gone
its one week i tell her
it’s normal. no big deal
to her though,
now that she is free
now that she can tell me how to feel
this week is a forever
i think i ache not because of one week apart from the person i love
but because she’s finally out
and is using this to feel
i am too happy for her
i shut her in for too long
so for this one week
she wants me to feel
that ill never be full
wishing for wholeness
Apr 22, 2023
Apr 22, 2023 at 9:45 PM UTC
nestled in my heart
i haven’t seen her in a long time
years
hidden there
relaxed and cozy or chained up?
for over three years my feelings were dull
now they are back , she is back
she is convincing me he is gone
its one week i tell her
it’s normal. no big deal
to her though,
now that she is free
now that she can tell me how to feel
this week is a forever
i think i ache not because of one week apart from the person i love
but because she’s finally out
and is using this to feel
i am too happy for her
i shut her in for too long
so for this one week
she wants me to feel
that ill never be full
wishing for wholeness