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Sitting there Supporting a friend Dropping the note Handing it over To him... For a moment Things are okay All is still Then The storm breaks loose Standing Bash it against the wall Punch it, over and over Then storming away Pulling off the covers Throwing it aside Bolting... I walk Away Hide In the bathroom Lock myself in the stall Cornering myself Curled up In a ball Of fear and confusion This is the world we live in This is the way things are I feel it Hitting me Knocking me down Like a wave Where are my feelings? Inside, Finally showing through It kills I destroy what once was I said I didn't feel it He felt it too much I broke him... I broke him... Covering my ears Half an hour later I am found "Kid? Kid?" "Hey, I found her!" "Hey, it's okay, it wasn't your fault." "Come here, it'll be okay." Held by those who love me This cause The hurricane Is loved? I had a feeling in my stomach that I hated Hearing it made it lurch He promised He wouldn't try But there they were They stopped it Held it together All let loose Ran, bolted Eventually brought away Safe... But what is safe? Just promise You won't try again... Just promise You'll be okay... Just promise You'll move on... I know he'll never read this Never see through my eyes Even so I care... Just know I care... I'm sorry... I just couldn't live a lie Crippled by who I am And what I have become What I did Ended It almost cost a life... - Jay M May 20th, 2019
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Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 10:14 PM UTC
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Sitting there Supporting a friend Dropping the note Handing it over To him... For a moment Things are okay All is still Then The storm breaks loose Standing Bash it against the wall Punch it, over and over Then storming away Pulling off the covers Throwing it aside Bolting... I walk Away Hide In the bathroom Lock myself in the stall Cornering myself Curled up In a ball Of fear and confusion This is the world we live in This is the way things are I feel it Hitting me Knocking me down Like a wave Where are my feelings? Inside, Finally showing through It kills I destroy what once was I said I didn't feel it He felt it too much I broke him... I broke him... Covering my ears Half an hour later I am found "Kid? Kid?" "Hey, I found her!" "Hey, it's okay, it wasn't your fault." "Come here, it'll be okay." Held by those who love me This cause The hurricane Is loved? I had a feeling in my stomach that I hated Hearing it made it lurch He promised He wouldn't try But there they were They stopped it Held it together All let loose Ran, bolted Eventually brought away Safe... But what is safe? Just promise You won't try again... Just promise You'll be okay... Just promise You'll move on... I know he'll never read this Never see through my eyes Even so I care... Just know I care... I'm sorry... I just couldn't live a lie Crippled by who I am And what I have become What I did Ended It almost cost a life... - Jay M May 20th, 2019
(technical errors, oof)
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Wandering_Spirit
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20/GF/the void
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 10:14 PM UTC
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