I remember the closure.
I took it.
Then put my headphones in.
I heard those notes play in that specific order
& I heard the emotions reverb through the passing era.
I heard your words &
I felt the pain from a third person perspective.
I heard that versions train of thought spiraling in some moments.
I felt the ground on my feet in summer as I paced across the parking lot;
Asking if I am actually missing gaps in the timeline.
Asking if there was something wrong with me.
I saw some of the good &
Said goodbye to it all.
When I got up;
I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder.
& A haunting image of a face off of my mind.
Anxiety went away with time.
Years later;
I woke up & the rose had died.
My heart didn’t hurt;
I swear I have feelings.
Jun 22, 2022
Jun 22, 2022 at 5:47 AM UTC
I remember the closure.
I took it.
Then put my headphones in.
I heard those notes play in that specific order
& I heard the emotions reverb through the passing era.
I heard your words &
I felt the pain from a third person perspective.
I heard that versions train of thought spiraling in some moments.
I felt the ground on my feet in summer as I paced across the parking lot;
Asking if I am actually missing gaps in the timeline.
Asking if there was something wrong with me.
I saw some of the good &
Said goodbye to it all.
When I got up;
I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder.
& A haunting image of a face off of my mind.
Anxiety went away with time.
Years later;
I woke up & the rose had died.
My heart didn’t hurt;
I swear I have feelings.