Never again will I stay away.
I've always felt lost. Unaccepted.
But that was before I had a family.
I have so many people that I know and don't;
You are my family.
My mother, my father, my brother.
They aren't real.
They never treated me like family.
Never told me they loved me and
Sounded like they meant it.
They are not real.
But, Sage, my love, you are.
But, Caitlyn, you are.
But, Logan, you are. (Both of you)
But, Miranda, you are.
But, Connor, you are.
And I can go on.
And this is high school...
Will it last?
Or will my family leave me?
I continue to worry
As time passes.
I think and think and think
AND I CAN'T FUCKINGNG TAKE IT ANY LONGER!!!!
----
I wonder what will happen.
When all of this ends.
Because my real family are
The ones who kept me here
And kept me sane.
And let me reach past everything that
Ate at me,
Burned me,
Killed me slowly
And rotted me from the inside out.
What will happen.
Will I move on,
Or will the suspense keep building.
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 1:36 PM UTC
Never again will I stay away.
I've always felt lost. Unaccepted.
But that was before I had a family.
I have so many people that I know and don't;
You are my family.
My mother, my father, my brother.
They aren't real.
They never treated me like family.
Never told me they loved me and
Sounded like they meant it.
They are not real.
But, Sage, my love, you are.
But, Caitlyn, you are.
But, Logan, you are. (Both of you)
But, Miranda, you are.
But, Connor, you are.
And I can go on.
And this is high school...
Will it last?
Or will my family leave me?
I continue to worry
As time passes.
I think and think and think
AND I CAN'T FUCKINGNG TAKE IT ANY LONGER!!!!
----
I wonder what will happen.
When all of this ends.
Because my real family are
The ones who kept me here
And kept me sane.
And let me reach past everything that
Ate at me,
Burned me,
Killed me slowly
And rotted me from the inside out.
What will happen.
Will I move on,
Or will the suspense keep building.
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