Roses are red,
Violets are Blue.
I am going to bed.
Will you come, too?
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC
There is never enough time.
It's screaming at me, echoing in my seemingly
Empty
Skull. Ringing in my ears, tearing my neck away.
I can't breathe.
I am new, but I can't write about it.
Too much time to think...
Yeah right. I calmly feel numb. Blank.
Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 9:59 AM UTC
You are my best medicine.
But, the thing is, I'm on a strict
Schedule. I can't have you whenever I want.
And I can't have as much as I want.
I just hope I don't run out.
Oct 3, 2013
Oct 3, 2013 at 10:32 AM UTC
I'll never use this... Why does it matter if I know it, if I do we'll in this class.
I don't like numbers. I am an artist. I like colors.
I can speak and I can write.
And I can draw the things that hide in people's nightmares.
I have no use for the history of the world.
Because I am one of the many that will make new history.
I don't care if I fail in this part of my life.
Because I will succeed in another.
And no one will stop me.
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 10:47 AM UTC
This math, I don't need.
This history, I don't need.
I want my life to center in art, writing,
Literature.
I read, I write,
And I capture the word in one precise moment that will never be seen again.
A lost time.
In one snapshot.
I hate these numbers.
And I hate the history that has corroded our world.
I want something else.
I don't need this place.
I had somewhere I wanted to go.
I would fit there.
But I can't.
Right now, music would help.
Melting into it and draining the world of its color.
Black and white.
No more thoughts, just the beat.
Other people's words.
And just noise.
No more thinking.
Sep 20, 2013
Sep 20, 2013 at 10:19 AM UTC
I haven't been able to concentrate on any of my work.
I got everything wrong.
It is easy!!!
And it was all wrong!!!
What the hell is happening to me?
Everything in my life is suffering.
My work,
My mind.
I can hardly meditate anymore because I am too crowded
With this **** in my mind that I wanted to forget.
I am reliving it.
I wanted to avoid this, but I needed people to know. I needed to
Get it out!
That's why I wrote that stupid ******* poem.
But then she found it and now
My life is a living hell.
Just stop it. Please.
Sep 20, 2013
Sep 20, 2013 at 10:14 AM UTC
Just don't mind me.
It's alright, I'm just exploding here.
The stress, the schoolwork, the drama.
Everything.
It is way too much.
I cannot deal wih all of this at once.
Sep 20, 2013
Sep 20, 2013 at 10:03 AM UTC
I am warning you.
Stay back.
I will talk, but only because you said
That you'd do some etching for me.
Carve things out and fill in the blanks.
You'd recommend something to me.
And I am grateful, but I am only a client,
Aren't I?
Tell me the name and contact information of my new teacher,
And I will be on my way.
But I don't need a teacher. A master.
I don't need someone other than the ones I already have.
But it would be nice to learn more.
Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 8:56 PM UTC
I will never even think of
Losing you, my dear.
I can't think of what running will give me.
I will continue to wonder where
This will lead.
And I do it for you.
I listen to music and I realize
That love lasts forever.
I am through worrying
And trying to memorize
The scenarios that could happen.
I don't know what to say, but
Just know that I only
Fall for you.
And I always will,
Until that last day.
But it will avoid me.
And it will never show it's face.
Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 5:25 PM UTC
Through thick and thin,
We've improved, learned, and leaned
On each other.
I can't stand my life outside of this.
There is so much drama, and it
Is affecting my work at school.
I can't think.
But you allow me to escape.
I don't care about school,
I don't care about the drama.
I hope I can do that for you.
I hope I am doing that for you.
And I want it to continue this way.
I know you do too, because you've told me.
(And I hope you're not lying to me)
Please.
Remember your promise.
Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 1:53 PM UTC
