The more time I spent with you,
the more addictive I became
and the more I needed you every day.
Being away from you gave me withdrawl.
The more I put you into my head,
the more dependent I became on you.
I didn't love you.
I don't think.
It was the idea that you made me feel safe
and helped me escape my own thoughts
I loved the idea of you
The idea of happiness
of a good, impossible thing.
And now that you are becoming
more and more distant
My mind is too.
Feb 23, 2022
Feb 23, 2022 at 4:14 AM UTC
The more time I spent with you,
the more addictive I became
and the more I needed you every day.
Being away from you gave me withdrawl.
The more I put you into my head,
the more dependent I became on you.
I didn't love you.
I don't think.
It was the idea that you made me feel safe
and helped me escape my own thoughts
I loved the idea of you
The idea of happiness
of a good, impossible thing.
And now that you are becoming
more and more distant
My mind is too.
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