as i lay down
and stare at you in the dark
all i can wonder is why
why is so hard for me
to reach out
to lean on you for support
why do i guard myself
pretend i'm okay when i'm not
and hide away when you get too close
why can't i want more
for you to be mine
and me to be yours
why does it hurt
when you're away
and when you're here
Feb 2, 2022
Feb 2, 2022 at 9:31 PM UTC
as i lay down
and stare at you in the dark
all i can wonder is why
why is so hard for me
to reach out
to lean on you for support
why do i guard myself
pretend i'm okay when i'm not
and hide away when you get too close
why can't i want more
for you to be mine
and me to be yours
why does it hurt
when you're away
and when you're here