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I'm grateful for the pain you caused Thanks for not shutting up about my flaws Because of you I learned about toxic stress I know how to be a manipulated mess You held my face in your hands Said you were proud of where my actions did land I guess you like it when I cry Maybe you feel better about your lies But you didn't know I was crying because of what you made me do You controlled my desires and I hated that about you I didn't know Scratch that, I knew I knew you were wrong and treating me bad But I hurt myself every **** time you asked Because I thought you were the one I tried to keep you from leaving I thought you were the one Till my heart no longer stopped bleeding Don't speak to me that way again Boy, I'm not your lover Thanks for all the pain you've caused Do your next girl better :)
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Aug 19, 2021
Aug 19, 2021 at 4:14 PM UTC
thanks for the abuse :)
I'm grateful for the pain you caused Thanks for not shutting up about my flaws Because of you I learned about toxic stress I know how to be a manipulated mess You held my face in your hands Said you were proud of where my actions did land I guess you like it when I cry Maybe you feel better about your lies But you didn't know I was crying because of what you made me do You controlled my desires and I hated that about you I didn't know Scratch that, I knew I knew you were wrong and treating me bad But I hurt myself every **** time you asked Because I thought you were the one I tried to keep you from leaving I thought you were the one Till my heart no longer stopped bleeding Don't speak to me that way again Boy, I'm not your lover Thanks for all the pain you've caused Do your next girl better :)
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15/F/distance
Aug 19, 2021
Aug 19, 2021 at 4:14 PM UTC
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