sometimes 
i want to implode
and swallow the things i said
turn back time
crawl into the womb
and never come out again

jwdcody

implode

I feel exactly the same. Great piece Jordan. Hang in there, my friend.

You've spoken a unversal truth.  Well done.

I so feel these words, I wish I could find a time machine and go to the past when life was some what better ;-}