I was heavily drunk last night
sobriety went out of the window
Intoxicated beyond control
and found myself at the bottom below
I felt scattered thoughts
lurking in a bleak night
as I sat alone
in a quiet place
I had a vivid dream
a yearning deep within
a longing of touching
your beautiful face
Yet, I stumbled upon
none soothing words
And said things
I’d never take back
To a point, it felt like
you were under an attack
I forgot walking the fine lines
yet gave in to the liquor inside
mistakes are meant to be made
Therefore, it’s my responsibility
to walk head up high
on the road of recovery in stride
I promised myself
such night is no longer exists
For it’s time
to cut ties with liquid fire
And avoid nighttime desires
whenever temptation persists
Jobiranyc 7-26-2021
Jul 26, 2021
Jul 26, 2021 at 9:25 PM UTC
I was heavily drunk last night
sobriety went out of the window
Intoxicated beyond control
and found myself at the bottom below
I felt scattered thoughts
lurking in a bleak night
as I sat alone
in a quiet place
I had a vivid dream
a yearning deep within
a longing of touching
your beautiful face
Yet, I stumbled upon
none soothing words
And said things
I’d never take back
To a point, it felt like
you were under an attack
I forgot walking the fine lines
yet gave in to the liquor inside
mistakes are meant to be made
Therefore, it’s my responsibility
to walk head up high
on the road of recovery in stride
I promised myself
such night is no longer exists
For it’s time
to cut ties with liquid fire
And avoid nighttime desires
whenever temptation persists
Jobiranyc 7-26-2021
