How Do You Say Goodbye?

stiniebeanie Poems

I sit with my head in my palm, Tears dripping leaving eyes feeling like sand. I shouldn't care so much I should be so immune But it cuts the scar and always creates A brand new wound within its place. I fake a smile, and pop a pill To take away the anxiety and fake thrill Of being rejected again It hurts so bad Like I want it to happen But I stare at you Wondering why I'll never be good enough in your eyes. Then I'll fall in love With someone new But it wont matter Because I'm ******* stuck with you And I know you still resent me And I know you look right through The very pieces I so desperately Want to share with you I wish Goodbye was easy, But it never is, Especially when it involves Lots of dogs and kids How do you say goodbye To a life so comfortable and seemingly nice To plunge in a world unknown Never to pretend that my heart is full of lies. I hate the way I love you I love the way I hate you It's like a painful game And the loser is the only winner In this ****** up game. I want to say goodbye I want to say hello To the person in this world Who wants to cherish my soul.