My back against concrete
My eyes searching the night sky
My eyes stinging and wet
Everything is numb
I don’t feel anything anymore
But I feel everything all at once
I don’t know who I am anymore
I don’t know what I want
And it’s terrifying
Handing the reigns over to fate
Trusting it with your whole being
But I can’t do that
I won’t do that
I will ruin it
Jun 23, 2021
Jun 23, 2021 at 8:14 AM UTC
My back against concrete
My eyes searching the night sky
My eyes stinging and wet
Everything is numb
I don’t feel anything anymore
But I feel everything all at once
I don’t know who I am anymore
I don’t know what I want
And it’s terrifying
Handing the reigns over to fate
Trusting it with your whole being
But I can’t do that
I won’t do that
I will ruin it
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