My eyes feel heavy
So I let them fall
Having no idea what
Lied beyond the wall
Once drifting away
From the painful world
I saw something in my mind
That made my blood curl
I saw the body
Of my best friend
Riddled with the bullets
That made her meet her end.
I stood there in shock
Inside my head
For a second, forgetting,
She was already dead.
I ran towards her
Tried to hold her close
But she started to fade away
And that hurt me the most
Seeing her standing up
Knowing she wasn't there
And although I knew she was gone
I simply didn't care
I tried to scream
I tried to shout
But not a single sound
came out
I tried to remind myself
she's already dead
But for some reason
She was there inside my head
I looked up again
Trying to see the sky
But there she was, riddled again
With the shots that made her die.
It's an endless circle
Of seeing her there
And running up to hug her
But she fades into the air.
Jun 3, 2021
Jun 3, 2021 at 7:58 PM UTC
My eyes feel heavy
So I let them fall
Having no idea what
Lied beyond the wall
Once drifting away
From the painful world
I saw something in my mind
That made my blood curl
I saw the body
Of my best friend
Riddled with the bullets
That made her meet her end.
I stood there in shock
Inside my head
For a second, forgetting,
She was already dead.
I ran towards her
Tried to hold her close
But she started to fade away
And that hurt me the most
Seeing her standing up
Knowing she wasn't there
And although I knew she was gone
I simply didn't care
I tried to scream
I tried to shout
But not a single sound
came out
I tried to remind myself
she's already dead
But for some reason
She was there inside my head
I looked up again
Trying to see the sky
But there she was, riddled again
With the shots that made her die.
It's an endless circle
Of seeing her there
And running up to hug her
But she fades into the air.