I would be lying if I said I don't regret not fighting for you
I would lying if I said I didn't have a little bit of resentment for choosing your friend to have the love that was reserved for you
When I was with you, I understood what it meant to to put your heart into the air and risk it being shot down
Didn't what I had to share worth fighting for
Why did you have to be the selfless one
You put her first and I admired that about you
But couldn't you see you put me second
It was like being sampled out of a Dark Twisted Fantasy
You ran away from fighting for a chance to be with me
All the times we spent talking seemed like Autumn leaves blown away with wind
How come I felt cold like its the beginning of July but the snow lost its magic
I blamed myself for not fighting hard enough
I was not happy with your choice but I felt I had no right to obligate
Didn't you consider my feelings
I lost something I had wanted so bad , and that was a chance to belong
How could you make belong to you and disown like I wasn't much
You
The one I felt tried to meet halfway
With a smile that uplifted the joy I had inside me
You were a rainbow and me little kid who just wanted to live near it
But I sank like the titanic when I found out you took him back
I saw my future with you
I should've got new lenses cause I didn't see this swip and swap going well
I froze like Leonardo DICaprio giving up his life to save Kate on a raft
The love drifted away
I had to let go cause it seemed like that's what you wanted
And your happiness was what gave me life
Your happiness was the Sun and I was a sunflower
The iceberg broke , while my heart froze
I had expected it to break but it froze and sunk into black hole where it refused to feel
But it burnt with agony cause I couldn't take how he treated you
I felt like I lost you not fearing to break bones wanted the wall to feel my pain
And I heard about your birthday invitation for a second my heart jumped for joy but than the brain warned my heart that the sight of her in another's arms will eventually lead to brawl
I wanted to see you but not with someone else
I couldn't bare to lose to someone who wanted you for the time being
I wanted you for all eternity
I guess I'm grown now
I always went in the fields and hunted for love
Now I learned that sometimes you have to let love find you in the field
So I sit and wait
I wanted to say thank you for giving your time
For making me belong
I don't regret anything about those moments
Even if it was a long time
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 6:50 PM UTC
I would be lying if I said I don't regret not fighting for you
I would lying if I said I didn't have a little bit of resentment for choosing your friend to have the love that was reserved for you
When I was with you, I understood what it meant to to put your heart into the air and risk it being shot down
Didn't what I had to share worth fighting for
Why did you have to be the selfless one
You put her first and I admired that about you
But couldn't you see you put me second
It was like being sampled out of a Dark Twisted Fantasy
You ran away from fighting for a chance to be with me
All the times we spent talking seemed like Autumn leaves blown away with wind
How come I felt cold like its the beginning of July but the snow lost its magic
I blamed myself for not fighting hard enough
I was not happy with your choice but I felt I had no right to obligate
Didn't you consider my feelings
I lost something I had wanted so bad , and that was a chance to belong
How could you make belong to you and disown like I wasn't much
You
The one I felt tried to meet halfway
With a smile that uplifted the joy I had inside me
You were a rainbow and me little kid who just wanted to live near it
But I sank like the titanic when I found out you took him back
I saw my future with you
I should've got new lenses cause I didn't see this swip and swap going well
I froze like Leonardo DICaprio giving up his life to save Kate on a raft
The love drifted away
I had to let go cause it seemed like that's what you wanted
And your happiness was what gave me life
Your happiness was the Sun and I was a sunflower
The iceberg broke , while my heart froze
I had expected it to break but it froze and sunk into black hole where it refused to feel
But it burnt with agony cause I couldn't take how he treated you
I felt like I lost you not fearing to break bones wanted the wall to feel my pain
And I heard about your birthday invitation for a second my heart jumped for joy but than the brain warned my heart that the sight of her in another's arms will eventually lead to brawl
I wanted to see you but not with someone else
I couldn't bare to lose to someone who wanted you for the time being
I wanted you for all eternity
I guess I'm grown now
I always went in the fields and hunted for love
Now I learned that sometimes you have to let love find you in the field
So I sit and wait
I wanted to say thank you for giving your time
For making me belong
I don't regret anything about those moments
Even if it was a long time