She feels like she is in the center of it all
Between the chaos and the peace she longs for
The day when she can close her eyes and shut out the noise
the days of joy that went past her as the minute hand races pass the hour we all hope would last a few minutes longer
She filled with peace but in her peace there is so much pain
I would know I listen to her when she decides to share her story
Her story is not the story of a princess and the prince
But I admire the determination cause once in a while she tell me that she too will eventually get her happy ending
That the hell hole that she is currently facing will be a thing of the past
She has a smile of the early morning sunrise
In her story even when she seems beaten and bruised
She still wants to fight
She gets up every morning to a battle and goes to sleep in her armour
I have to wonder if she sleeps most of her days
But am only a visitor thanks to her
Just like many others before It is only due to her kindness
Even though others were quick to voice their opinion about how they would do if they were in her shoes
I just do not think her story is for me to edit but to rather keep my thoughts to myself
I listen
Apr 22, 2024
Apr 22, 2024 at 8:23 PM UTC
Written by-So_Averqge
Bring the universe while I stand on standards of the deepest desires of wanting to erase the pain
When the walls closed in on me
I came to the world unannounced
Premature baby that was breathing through the straws
Robots and aliens were born in the distant imagination
God the challenges in life wreaked me emotionally
On a cliff believing in a God that hid his kingdom behind the clouds
Behind the scenario I was crying cracking from the pressure
The negativity based upon the laws of gravity
I was spoon fed ,I was chewing on coal
The Pheonix set the world set up the way to burn the midnight oil
Turn off the lights ,the devil rises in dark and his army is dressed in stars
Sailors look towards the stars and some never found their way to the shore
Dreaming of laying their lips on the soil that has not come in contact with salt water
No heros ever came
No extraordinary being to lift the weights of the world
Lucid dreaming of cycling in the sky
Levitating into the stars that crash and burn up
The smoke will be inhaled through the nostrils
The dungeon dragon is shaking the chains loose , losing the burdens of being deemed a beast but in truth his a creature of the sky judged by the knights fighting against the idea of true identity
Dec 26, 2021
Dec 26, 2021 at 5:49 AM UTC
It's a party where all the guests are young and wild
The night is still young
Drink until your problems drown the pressure of the alcohol level
The night is still young
Make it a night to remember dance until you you feet spark flame from your deepest desires that are boiling up inside your chest
Let's have a hell of a night even if the fire might be too much there can never be too much alcohol
Thoughts that have the tendency to make you question yourself should go for a swim
Take another pill cause it's all the healing you need for tonight
Stay awake cause a wishing star is passing by to promise you that can always get better
It's your life , you don't owe it to no one
Take a pull to pull yourself out of the worries
Get high
We can lend you wings to reach for the heavens
Take a sit for you are gods and goddesses
You don't need when you go
Why leave when you still got moves for the crowd
You can be a freak
It's a party so get wasted till you drop
Curfews are for the chosen few
The bottle and drugs will solve your problems
That extra puah to get you started
They'll never understand you
You don't need to know why your here just know your not lost
There's nothing we don't have here
Your favourite posion is at the table
Razer's are available open up we won't judge
Make mistakes until you gain experience not scars cause you fell to many times
Take the weight 9ff and rest
Your tired , drained and put your feet up
The sun is always shining cause it's a cold world outside
The outburst of kIds are evident from the popped balloons
So just put on your mask so no one can know the real you
.
Nov 2, 2021
Nov 2, 2021 at 9:37 PM UTC
You left me
You left ,never answered when I called out your name
I screamed the cry of a thousand vultures
A thousand voices that were escorted by three words which said "stay with me "
Maybe you didn't hear me ,how could I have you on speed dial but you ran I needed the most
You don't pick up when I call ,I slipped on a banana republic while wearing my Pjs
You always warn me that leave when you don't get your way
I never understood how you could hold your chin up and leave when someone needed you the most
Your a song that is great but you end while it was getting good
I won't force things if you want to leave than all I can do is watch you walk into whatever sunset is ahead of you and I'll deal with the aftermath
Its just tragic that blood is boiling jumping out the *** hot as particles of oil striking against the eyes
But you can't choose me when it suits you
Aug 26, 2021
Aug 26, 2021 at 4:56 AM UTC
I know you weren't ready for this and you did'nt ask for this like the special at your favourite restaurant
But they served you anyway scrambled eggs and a cup of coffee
Drinking from a broken cup must frustrating
I'm sorry and I don't blame anyone ...so I'll say it again ,I'm sorry
You were once an axe chopping trees in your way but now your an example of your former glory
Don't believe them when they tell you "your too old for this " they're to young to be acting like wise men
You feel like they chopped of arms and the teacher asked everyone to raise their arm to show the presence
The absences of the one thing they tell you it doesn't exist
I'm sorry that hero's don't exist in these day or time
I'm sorry that life made an unexpected turn , It slapped hard if the issue was not the pain but the reason to get up
I wish love would visit you for a one nightstand and the reverse it's decision to leave
Cause that's all you want and need
I'm sorry that disappointments have become a familiar phase "like I know your face but I'm not sure where I saw you "
Jul 16, 2021
Jul 16, 2021 at 4:47 PM UTC
I would be lying if I said I don't regret not fighting for you
I would lying if I said I didn't have a little bit of resentment for choosing your friend to have the love that was reserved for you
When I was with you, I understood what it meant to to put your heart into the air and risk it being shot down
Didn't what I had to share worth fighting for
Why did you have to be the selfless one
You put her first and I admired that about you
But couldn't you see you put me second
It was like being sampled out of a Dark Twisted Fantasy
You ran away from fighting for a chance to be with me
All the times we spent talking seemed like Autumn leaves blown away with wind
How come I felt cold like its the beginning of July but the snow lost its magic
I blamed myself for not fighting hard enough
I was not happy with your choice but I felt I had no right to obligate
Didn't you consider my feelings
I lost something I had wanted so bad , and that was a chance to belong
How could you make belong to you and disown like I wasn't much
You
The one I felt tried to meet halfway
With a smile that uplifted the joy I had inside me
You were a rainbow and me little kid who just wanted to live near it
But I sank like the titanic when I found out you took him back
I saw my future with you
I should've got new lenses cause I didn't see this swip and swap going well
I froze like Leonardo DICaprio giving up his life to save Kate on a raft
The love drifted away
I had to let go cause it seemed like that's what you wanted
And your happiness was what gave me life
Your happiness was the Sun and I was a sunflower
The iceberg broke , while my heart froze
I had expected it to break but it froze and sunk into black hole where it refused to feel
But it burnt with agony cause I couldn't take how he treated you
I felt like I lost you not fearing to break bones wanted the wall to feel my pain
And I heard about your birthday invitation for a second my heart jumped for joy but than the brain warned my heart that the sight of her in another's arms will eventually lead to brawl
I wanted to see you but not with someone else
I couldn't bare to lose to someone who wanted you for the time being
I wanted you for all eternity
I guess I'm grown now
I always went in the fields and hunted for love
Now I learned that sometimes you have to let love find you in the field
So I sit and wait
I wanted to say thank you for giving your time
For making me belong
I don't regret anything about those moments
Even if it was a long time
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 6:50 PM UTC
Check message
Facebook
Check message
Instagram
Check message
Send message
Wait
Check
Look;
When did relationships
Get defined
By a read receipt?
Will we
Now
Only measure intimacy
By a tweet?
What do we have left,
Why can’t we
Go back
To laughter
In a diner seat
Mar 24, 2021
Mar 24, 2021 at 9:23 PM UTC
Sometimes I'm not okay,
and while I know it's okay to not be okay,
people don't really care if you aren't.
They tell you, "I'll be there for you,"
but branch away from the topic at hand,
even when all you want is for someone to listen.
I don't need advice or help,
I'm not asking for them to solve my issues either.
I just need to dump some of my feelings out.
My bottle of feelings has reached max capacity.
I'm not asking for you to give me a bigger bottle or say it'll be okay,
I'm simply asking for your help in pouring some down the drain.
So yea, sometimes I'm not okay.
I know it's okay to not be okay.
But, to be okay, I need someone to help me pour my feelings out.
I don't want to keep not being okay just because it's okay to not be okay.
I want to improve my mental health.
Mar 24, 2021
Mar 24, 2021 at 8:42 PM UTC
We all come from the root of one book but each has their own chapter and path
All embarking on a journey to find the true meaning of life
Through the blazing storm concealed with misfortune for most walking the path
Some be trying to numb the idea of being alive cause of the wait of carrying a dead body inside
Celebrating death like its a festive season
Growing up trying to find something our forefathers seems to have lost
Hiding from reality
That life is forever changing and unknown to us
While seeking for a better life that all this pain we feel is a dream most wished they never had .
Mar 24, 2021
Mar 24, 2021 at 8:23 PM UTC
If there was faith ,Demons wouldn't have a place to stand
If the was faith we would not be blind to the lies of the world
If there was faith where would I be
What is faith is the first question for my reason that I lack faith
If is just a word presumably preferred in children's book placing the hopes and desire on their own illusion
Ask for a little water while you're in hell
Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 10:07 AM UTC