Oh mama I tried my best
Danced across the lawn
Oh mama I was not blessed
Heart sang until dawn
Your protector held me close
Casual conversation with a hand below
From open door she took off her clothes
Trust was broke—buried under snow
Like a sister only she was bruised
Another had tainted the shell
How could she have known
This was just another hell
In youth he was my friend
Held me to his chest
Innocent yet I felt shame
Was this more evil than ******
Oh how I thought I could pretend
Poetry on a doormat
Mama would that make you proud
If I were as tame as a house cat
I grew older and tried even harder
She smiled and I bowed
Oh my stars it was so strange
Lips silent while my soul was loud
Oh mama here am I
More me than I've ever been
Oh mama can you see
(Oh mama can't you see)
I ignite the night like a firefly
Oh mama he broke my heart
Made me happy until I thought I'd break
(Made me happy, made me shake)
Oh mama he turned away
Love twisted like a snake
Oh mama I’m a monument
Chiseled by loss, painted in pain
Oh mama I love you so
I am onyx now—do not lament
Children, she is magic
She smirks with a spark
Children, she is a celestial body
A matriarch
Oh mama I tried my best
Well-taught by you
Oh mama I am blessed
Spell is broken
Truth is spoken
Life awoken
From the ground
Something springs up
Anew
Feb 15, 2021
Feb 15, 2021 at 9:04 PM UTC
Oh mama I tried my best
Danced across the lawn
Oh mama I was not blessed
Heart sang until dawn
Your protector held me close
Casual conversation with a hand below
From open door she took off her clothes
Trust was broke—buried under snow
Like a sister only she was bruised
Another had tainted the shell
How could she have known
This was just another hell
In youth he was my friend
Held me to his chest
Innocent yet I felt shame
Was this more evil than ******
Oh how I thought I could pretend
Poetry on a doormat
Mama would that make you proud
If I were as tame as a house cat
I grew older and tried even harder
She smiled and I bowed
Oh my stars it was so strange
Lips silent while my soul was loud
Oh mama here am I
More me than I've ever been
Oh mama can you see
(Oh mama can't you see)
I ignite the night like a firefly
Oh mama he broke my heart
Made me happy until I thought I'd break
(Made me happy, made me shake)
Oh mama he turned away
Love twisted like a snake
Oh mama I’m a monument
Chiseled by loss, painted in pain
Oh mama I love you so
I am onyx now—do not lament
Children, she is magic
She smirks with a spark
Children, she is a celestial body
A matriarch
Oh mama I tried my best
Well-taught by you
Oh mama I am blessed
Spell is broken
Truth is spoken
Life awoken
From the ground
Something springs up
Anew
Written in 2018. Rhythmically inspired by the song Nests by Keaton Henson.
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