Lately, all I can feel is despair,
Finding for love everywhere
People threw out their arms and called it home,
However, in reality, all they wanted was to me be alone
I could measure my significance,
Yet I wondered have I made a difference
Only to see myself dwelling into invisibility, Releasing pain by saying, I hate everybody
Hated upon everybody,
Yet couldn’t find reasons by anybody
Puzzled! what have I done wrong?
Do I have to suffer in this misery lifelong?
Day by day only exceeding my tolerance,
Will I ever get my Solomon?
My only wish was to be a part of something,
But fate had only written nothing
Reached out for help with a glimpse of hope, Figured out that the almighty replied nope
Never knew helping others can be harmful,
Until others acknowledged me as awful
Each day I gave up, also yelled I am done,
Only to find myself weak and burned
Now I know I do not want to be a part of this,
Remember this time I will not be there to pull you out of the abyss.
Feb 11, 2021
Feb 11, 2021 at 3:44 AM UTC
Lately, all I can feel is despair,
Finding for love everywhere
People threw out their arms and called it home,
However, in reality, all they wanted was to me be alone
I could measure my significance,
Yet I wondered have I made a difference
Only to see myself dwelling into invisibility, Releasing pain by saying, I hate everybody
Hated upon everybody,
Yet couldn’t find reasons by anybody
Puzzled! what have I done wrong?
Do I have to suffer in this misery lifelong?
Day by day only exceeding my tolerance,
Will I ever get my Solomon?
My only wish was to be a part of something,
But fate had only written nothing
Reached out for help with a glimpse of hope, Figured out that the almighty replied nope
Never knew helping others can be harmful,
Until others acknowledged me as awful
Each day I gave up, also yelled I am done,
Only to find myself weak and burned
Now I know I do not want to be a part of this,
Remember this time I will not be there to pull you out of the abyss.
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